tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-94856852011-04-22T06:14:28.836+08:00its a usual blog about someone unusual. minsan may babangon... a blog all about the day to day experiences of an ordinary girl that believed in the process of the ups and downs of the daily events that challenges her more to face life and to journey along the obstacles and learn how to stand up once again and to start all over. :) a blog with the optimistic view of what is happening around her world...janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.comBlogger391100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1152100623192986192006-07-05T19:55:00.000+08:002006-07-05T19:57:03.220+08:00superman...i watched superman yesterday..hahaha...ganda sobra...superman <br /><br />is really the best,,walang binatbat sina spiderman at batman..<br /><br />bukas ay ang diagnostic tests..yey...why? kasi laos na maniax..meron nang <br /><br />bago! EZ2! yeah! first time ko nun sa sm fairview kasama sina ian rob, <br /><br />gimmie, aj, arcee, rens, dennis, dawn, austin..saya..kasi nagaayos kami ng <br /><br />mga xerox para sa research..nandun lang kami sa foodcourt ng mga three <br /><br />hours lang naman... kapagod nun pero masaya at unforgettable.<br /><br />kakarating ko lang ngayon ng house actually...nakakapagod talaga..kahit <br /><br />konti lang ung mga gagawin..sobrang nakakapagod..di ba..<br /><br />away-kaibigan? away-ka-ibigan? either of the two will do. ow? really? <br /><br />haaay...bakit ba...di ko alam..pwede bang wag na lang natin <br /><br />pagusapan..hehe..so ang lumalabas talaga, ako talaga ung isnabera at sia <br /><br />ung di ko pinapansin...lagi na lang ako nagpapaunder...nagpapauto... lagi <br /><br />na lang...di ko nga alam kung bakit ko hinahayaan na ganun eh...siguro <br /><br />kasi kaibigan naman kita di ba..un nga akala ko sa atin <br /><br />eh...magkaibigan..siguro napikon lang ako kasi pikon ka <br /><br />rin..nagkakapikunan tayo in short...ANO BA TALAGA PROBLEMA?! <br /><br />anyway..wala na talaga ako masabi..nakakawala na ng gana magpost kapag may <br /><br />ka-di-kaintindihan,.gets? baka kasi nagbabasa pa eh.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-115210062319298619?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1151320273857638062006-06-26T19:09:00.000+08:002006-06-26T19:11:13.870+08:00Your smile is gently freezing<br />Snow feels in a way<br />You’re the laughter in my silence<br />The cold that keeps me awake<br />Green towel is soft spoken<br />The thoughts you never knew<br />The lies and empty promises<br />I’ll blue them all in hue<br /><br /><em>How does it feel?<br />How is it that I can feel?<br />Coz I, I need to know</em><br /><br /><strong>Coz I, I know I can never be enough</strong><br />To replace your whatever<br />And I, I think it’s shiny and blue<br />Like a dance that sees through<br />Coz I, I know I can never be enough<br />To replace your whatever<br />Now everything is silent,<br />And everything is telling me that you’re near<br /><br /><br /><br />Darling, so there you are<br />With that look on your face<br /><strong>As if you're never hurt<br />As if you're never down</strong><br />Shall I be the one for you<br />Who pinches you softly but sure<br />If frown is shown then<br />I will know that you are no dreamer<br /><br /><br /><br />today is monday...another day full of stress, pressure and everything in <br /><br />between.but look at the brighter side, i just started another week and <br /><br />should end it as i started it..waaah.. ang labo..ang saklap na talaga ng <br /><br />mga nangyayare.. its just another manic monday..<br /><br />induction of officers..hehe..kaninang flag ceremony.la lang..<br /><br />walang physics, walang statistics..may english..<br /><br />may ap, and we did our mini, and very prepared radiodrama, grabe...saya <br /><br />medio..but still, i was very bothered..haaay.. to all those who knew kung <br /><br />anung nangyare, thank you sa pakikiramay..hehe..ngayon, im so confused <br /><br />that i really dont know what to do na..<br /><br />chemistry, shux, nagquiz kanina, thankful naman nasagutan ko kaya lang di <br /><br />me sure..hehe..math, ayos lang..nakinig ako..hehe..at ung parang family <br /><br />picture thing and telling..ayos lang..actually im not prepared to be <br /><br />called yet by sir pero natawag edi un..<br /><br />hmmm...its very hard naman to pretend..<br /><br />research.we reported on the science skills and hopefully we got a 97 from <br /><br />sir diaz..kapagod talaga..<br /><br />well..no secrets are left untold..that's life siguro..<br /><br />and its just another manic monday..and i know that i can never be enough.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-115132027385763806?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1150887732351881822006-06-21T18:47:00.001+08:002006-06-21T19:02:12.366+08:00ei!! actually last week pa dapat to nakapost kaya lang...hehe...<br /><br />excited na ko magpost again sa blog ko..just right after 1month and 16 days tsaka ako nakapagpost ulit...whew...that's at least a month and a half.. <br /><br />wala naman kasing nangyayari sa life ko..hehe..third year sounds fun..and during the first two weeks in school..enjoy naman..un nga lang..sobrang nakakapagod...<br /><br />starting from now on, ill do my best to update my blog every week or even everyday para naman may kwenta to di ba... i miss my blog.. wala na kong makwento..<br /><br />hmmm..anu ba..wala kasi ako sa mood..di bale kapag ginanahan...nobela ulit..thank you sa mga nagbabasa...ehehe..<br /><br />meron akong inaadmire na classmate...pero di ko sia gusto..admire lang..hehe..un lang..<br /><br />ang init init sa loob ng chem lab..parang inooven kami..grabe..hmmm.. sa mga di pa nakakaalam..nagswitch na ko sa globe...09064969312 na..hehe..<br /><br />a lot of things really happened...many of them are changes..changes that cannot be controlled..whether i like it or not, they just do happen....<br /><br />go with the flow..but sometimes, it's nice going against it..<br /><br /><br /><br />this is my real post.. haha..CYL III elections kanina..orderliness officer ako..hmm..anu bang ginagawa nun, nag-oorder? hehe.. ian robert is our batch escort..yes naman..bernice ay ung muse...haha..januel, president, ge, vice, arcee, secre, joyce, asst...and so on...sina mj,lp,pam,cesca and many more mga naging officers..para ngang reunion ng Curie-1 eh...<br /><br />assignments ngayon..hhmmm..sa physics, ung mga vectors..sa statistics, ung try..sa english, ung story...san pa ba...trigo, ung parang exercise..sa chem, la naman...saan pa ba..hmmm...kay mr diaz sa research..shux...ung reporting,,<br /><br />wa...elective ko ay speech and drama!! yey...number 2 nga ako sa list eh..yehey..sina arcee and fred sa zoology napunta, hahahaha..pero napakiusapan nila si sir estacio at si mam sd na tanggapin na sila sa speech.,.,hehe..sina dawn and justine naman, napunta rin sa zoology pero hehe...ang galing nila kaya napunta pa rin sa first choice nila which is analytic geometry...sayang...sa ordinary curriculum, ngayon pa lang sana namin pag-aaralan ung geom..kaya lang pang second year...waaaaaa..last year, medio dinugo ako sa geom pero enjoy..kamiss ung geom.. pano kaya sa anal.geom..hmmm..la lang... sina kat naman, ayaw silang pakawalan sa journ. nila..hmm.. kaya nagpapalipat sila sa french..kala ko ung teacher sa french ung best teacher daw sa english, di naman pala... gusto ko rin sanang magfrench e...sounds like fun pero mahirap din eh...sa biochem napunta si james..hehe.. sa business correspondence, si hazel lang ung curie..wahaha..hehe.. si joyce at ung buong bf, ka-elective ko, pati si ever dearest ej...mukang munting reunion ulit ng first year..hehe...<br /><br />haaay...sige..bye bye na...dami pang gagawin eh...hmmm... third year sounds so fun...sana nga..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-115088773235188182?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1143870103207461532006-04-01T13:34:00.000+08:002006-04-01T13:41:43.220+08:00and i'm free...freefalling...<br /><br />the schoolyear has finally ended...hay salamat.. <br /><br />so third year na ko..waaah.. my mom expects too <br /><br />much from me and i'm running crazy about the <br /><br />things she would like me to do..shux..i guess i'll <br /><br />have to work out a little bit hard about my <br /><br />performance at school...as for my gigs and <br /><br />jams..shux..baka limited na lang..pati mga <br /><br />gimmicks..maniax..ragna and dota..waaah..and most <br /><br />of all..the time i got just to spend with my <br /><br />friends especially james..ganun talaga..i have to <br /><br />do this to be able to keep on doing things i love <br /><br />to do... it seemed that i already forgot the <br /><br />things i prioritized..shux..ngayong <br /><br />bakasyon..rehab mode ako..meditate..wahaha..<br /><br />i love the old me..just being the optimistic me <br /><br />and the positive me and the cheerful me..i miss <br /><br />that..wahaha...i miss my friends back in the first <br /><br />year especially my ej, myra, cesca, leah...and of <br /><br />course silang mga bf na sobrang strong..<br /><br />heey...you've got to hide your love away.. and <br /><br />that's what im about to do this next school year.<br />i have to concentrate and bring back my old me.. <br /><br />shux...anu bang nangyayari sakin..im not the old <br /><br />competitive girl i used to be..kasi baka naman im <br /><br />not a girl anymore..yes naman..maybe..but i think <br /><br />like a child and act like one..baaad..<br /><br />dami kong nameet ngaung second year...masaya <br /><br />naman..nakakamiss talaga..nakakalungkot ding <br /><br />isipin na kailangang lumipas ang panahon..pwede <br /><br />naman kasing kahit sandali lang..tumigil <br /><br />to..waah..i hate goodbyes...shux...ayokong <br /><br />maimagine ung graduation tapos kanya-kanyang <br /><br />landas na,,waah..pero that's life, isnt it..<br /><br /><br />yeah that's life..shux..nag-umpisa na nga ba ang buhay ko? di ko alam..wala pa nga akong masyadong clear na landas na pupuntahin eh..di ko nga alam talaga kung anu bang gusto kong mangyari..haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-114387010320746153?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1141305506909577212006-03-02T21:13:00.000+08:002006-03-02T21:18:26.923+08:00oh its sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along.. <br />kasi kasi kasi... di ba may text dati na while waiting for the right <br />one to come, have fun with the wrong ones, enjoy life!! yan kasi <br />napapala..o ano na ngayon..sineryoso kasi ung wrong one..panu na, <br />dumating na si right one..papalipasin mo lang ba?<br /><br />haaay.,ragna. tagal magpatch kaya eto nagbloblog..blop..blop..<br />grabe ako magpost noh, kung kelan ko lang talaga matripan... may <br />achievement test kanina sa skul buti naman half day lang.hay pasaway.. <br />masaya naman ang buhay kahit pababa ang grades, medio ok naman, wala <br />naman mababang grade kahit bumaba..that's life. ok lang naman kasi eh. <br />di naman ako gc ngayong second year.i dont actually care so much for my <br />grades anymore.i dont know, kasi siguro nawawalan na ko ng pag-asa na <br />umangat when i know na tamad ako., pero habang may buhay, may pag-asa. <br />basta't pumasok sa utak ko at natatak dun, ok na un,,aral ng onti,, <br />tulog ng marami para tumangkad,,magdiet ng onti para pumayat.that's <br />life.<br /><br />so anu bang meron? well malapit na magtapos ang schoolyear.. haaay.. <br />nakakatamad nang mag-aral.,pero medio aayusin ko na nga buhay ko sa <br />third year..sana nga di ba hindi pa huli ang lahat para sa pagbabago. <br />eh bat kasi di kayang magbago ngayon. kasi nakakatamad. oh. alam mo <br />un..ung feeling ng manana habit ung laging mamaya na lang na nauuwi sa <br />bukas na nauuwi sa makalawa na nauuwi sa susunod na linggo at sa mga <br />susunod na buwan hanggang sa huli na ang lahat..nahuli ka na.wala na.<br />sana maging madali ang buhay sa atin noh. sana walang masyadong <br />mabibigat na problema.<br /><br />gusto ko ulit magmaniax..tagal tagal ko ng di nakakapaglaro nun.<br />gusto ko ulit magdota... tagal tagal ko ng di nakakapaglaro nun.<br />gusto ko ulit magragna.. araw-araw akong naglalaro nun. hehe..joke,<br /><br />sana umilaw na ko kahit wala akong gamit. geeegeee..:d<br /><br />ano na? wala na kong masabi.. gusto ko ung narda as in... "mapapansin <br />kaya? sa dami ng yong ginagawa, kung kaagaw ang lahat, paano na kaya??" <br />namimiss ko rin ung mga kaklase ko dati..<br />sana pagtanda natin, buhay pa rin tayo.la lang. la na talagang <br />lumalabas sa utak ko.. sige na. aral na nga sa bio.may quiz pa bukas sa <br /> respiratory at digestive system..byers..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-114130550690957721?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1139466334742738072006-02-09T14:16:00.000+08:002006-02-09T14:25:34.756+08:00post ko dapat to last week eh nagloloko ata etong blogspot kaya ngayon ko lang napost.<br /><br />Jan 30, 2006<br />haay..ang sarap mabuhay.<br /><br />kanina, muntik na kong malate pero sa awa ni Lord, nakahabol ako..biruin nio kung dun ako sa gate talaga nagpababa edi di na ko nakapasok ngayon..buti na lang nakahabol ako dun sa isang gate kanina.. sina geralice at dennis nga eh, late lang talgaa, di na talaga pinapasok..ang higpit..shit.<br /><br />nung umaga.nakita ko si james. lalang..naalala ko ung panaginip ko sa kanya at kay mareca..sa tingin ko magiging suicidal ako pag ganon..feeling ko kasi magkakatotoo...sad naman.<br /><br />anyways, nung pinoy, yey, 95 kami sa radiodrama..ung aming pinagpaguran, sa wakas..napa elibs tuloy ako sa grupo namin..tapos nung ap, la lang..practice ng speech choir..palpak naman di ba,,,asa naman..pero i hope maayos din namin un soon..soon enough sana,,wahehe..<br /><br />tapos...nung bio, quiz..saya pag bio...tapos nun.comp..shet.<br />eto ha<br /><br />si ian kim kasi...magrereport kasi tapos bunutan..so random sampling kumbaga..eh si ian kim..sinigaw ung pangalan ko, sakto namang nabunot ako ni mam na unang magrereport,,kasi naman e.. tapos un... dinudugo na ko kasi di ako makatagalog..tapos un...nireport ko ung katangahan ko sa paggawa ng flowchart ko kaya 75 lang..ay naku..di naman ako nahiya nun kaya lang di ba...una kasi di ba tapos katangahan ko ung irereport ko eh..<br /><br />tapos advance technical writing na...elective..wala lang...<br />pinakamasayang elective kanina...whoohoo..nag-game kami..tapos ansaya lang...wala lang..<br /><br />algeb.quiz.bagsakan na naman ba..ayoko ng bumagsak..babangon na ko kahit huli na.bastat makaahon.<br /><br />geom.saya.la lang.saya lang.ot ko nun eh,.<br /><br />uwian.nagmake up ako sa geom quiz and guess what, parehas ung score namin ni ian kim..hmm..nakakahalata ako..ehehe..<br /><br />dota time.saya..saya..kasama barkada and si james.si mareca,si ian,si arcee,si joyce,si lp, si jerick,si mj and kung sino pa bang nakalimutan ko..si daniel andun din alam ko eh..saya..nung una, ang bagal ko maglevel up pero nakakahabol ako nung huli..di ko natapos kasi uuwi na ko andun na ung kuya ko eh..panalo raw team namin sabi ni ian kim..saya saya talaga..sana ganito lagi.<br /><br />kaya lang..may napapansin ako kay james...wala lang.wala na ata siang nararamdaman.,that's life..ganun talaga.nagsasawa rin ang tao.<br /><br />anyways.kahit anong mangyari, we shouldn't give up..we should be strong enough to endure the things coming ahead..ganun talaga eh..<br /><br />Feb. 4<br /><br />this is the happiest day of my life...waah.,,sa wakas...may nangyari na rin...of course..i shouldnt let the moment pass us by..wahehe..kanta raw.. pero this is going to be the most memorable day of our lives... <br /><br />at ngayon, feb 9, 2006<br /><br />ako ay absent..kung bakit? basta...hika kasi ang inabot ko ng piliting sumabay sayo hanggang kanto ng isipan kong parang sweepstakes ang hirap manalo...hehe... hwag mo nang itanong sa akin, di ko rin naman sasabihin...wag mo nang itanong sa akin at di ko na iisipiin...<br /><br />wa...<br /><br />tomorrow is dota day..yehey..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-113946633474273807?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1138534528414122882006-01-29T19:06:00.000+08:002006-01-29T19:35:29.916+08:00its been a long long time since i last posted here..hay...dami nangyari..i dont care to post lahat ng namiss <br /><br />kong ipost basta alam ko, 2006 na at..happy ako..tapos na ang 3rd quarter perio..nagdodota na ko..ayun. masaya <br /><br />ang buhay ko ngayon..ayun/..nanood kami ng narnia, nagpreserve ng daga, nagdisect ng palaka, <br /><br />nagadventure..nagjamming kung saan saan,,,nakipagsapalaran lalo sa buhay. napansin ko lang na nagiging mature <br /><br />ung isang taong malapitin sa puso ko..yes...wala lang..ako rin, di na ko isip bata..matanda na ko..alam ko na <br /><br />ung mga tama at mali..senti? ayaw ko muna maging ganun. di na ko ganun. umalis na si shun ni arcee at <br /><br />nakikiramay..hehe...nakikiramdam ako kay arcee..<br /><br />haay..ang sarap magragna. ang sarap magdota. ang sarap maging di gc. ang sarap ng feeling ng "...living your <br /><br />everyday as if it is your last.." hay.. nagmonologue nga pala kami.. tapos may off campus this week... yehey..<br /><br />inaayos na namin ung intrams..kaming mga piling CYLII officers..sana maging matagumpay..pati rin ung sophies <br /><br />night, at ung youth on fire..haay...masaya,,masarap..kahit mahirap.<br /><br />isa pa pala..ung radiodrama namin sa pinoy, successful naman..natutuwa ako...wahahhaa..tapos ung sa mapeh..ung <br /><br />on the spot puppet show ng wayang kulit..wahahahaha..at pati na rin ung indian dance siguro, magiging on the <br /><br />spot dancing like in an indian way..<br /><br />joyce and kevin. no comment. no reaction. i wish joyce all the happiness in the world..i wish all the things she's doing makes her happy.then its fine with me..even if its wrong..<br /><br />james.i wish him all the happiness din.<br /><br />cassa and ian and all the listed names in sir sangel's list, magsama sama tayo sa guidance..hehe joke lang..kaya natin tong lagpasan...pagsubok lamang to..<br /><br /><br />sarap palang magupdate..sige na nga..update ko na nga lagi tong blog ko..nakkmiss din e.. <br /><br />sige hanggang sa muli, paalam!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-113853452841412288?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1130224816597212822005-10-25T15:12:00.000+08:002005-10-25T15:20:16.603+08:00magpopost ulit ako!! ngayon ay oct. 25..<br /><br />kahapon ay oct. 24.<br /><br />kahapon! masaya! nagpractice kami sa bahay nila danna.. tapos ang saya nung practice! mga late sina rens at sarah at si howell, dumating pa nung tapos na kami, tapos pawis na pawis kasi nilakad daw nia mula st.james hanggang bahay nila danna., hehe.. tapos egg sandwich..yummy..sarap.. tapos andaming sobra..etong si jan pierre, "eto para sa kuya ko, kay daddy.." -> sabay hakot ng maraming sandwich.. tapos piano lessons with sarah, gel at howell..saya..<br /><br />tapos maaga kasi kaming natapos.. kaya sm na! dmz to the max ulit. yey.. andami ko ng kaya.. yey..<br /><br />tokyo-tokyo with sarah, cassa and joycie.. wow.. sarap ng sumo meals.. lalang..kwentuhan with bondingan.<br /><br />tapos bonding with joyce!! saya.. tapos dmx, kwentuhan,.<br /><br />kaya lang, buong araw tumatawag si james.. hehehe.. kulet kasi ala siang kasama sa bahay.. pero oki lang..<br /><br />tapos ansaya talaga.... tapos ngayong araw naman na to, purpo ragna at telebabad kay james. wahehe... saya...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-113022481659721282?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1129901106514989592005-10-21T21:22:00.000+08:002005-10-21T21:25:06.526+08:00we had our choral reading a while ago.. we also had the quiz in bio.<br /><br />choral reading:<br /><br />sobrang ganda! as in.. para sakin, the best ang performance namin kasi sobrang ganda effects, choreo, stress.. chuchuchu.. ang ganda talaga. una kasi, may smoke machine.. sobrang ang usok sa loob ng classroom na may spotlight lang at sobrang dilim. it was really worth all our effort. gets nio? we came early to cover up all the windows that can allow the light to pass through. all in all, we used 30 manila papers or more!! with a bunch of newspapers. nagkulang eh.. sobrang ganda talaga ng room. pangalawa, ung transmutation circle na dinrawing nila howell and austin nung umaga sa floor. yehes.. ang ganda talaga.. makikita mo talaga ung effort, creativity.. pinag-isipan talaga. pangatlo, ung ibang effects tulad nung mga kandila, asteg! tapos ung spotlights nga sa likod. ung pagdating dun sa part ng "and there was... SILENCE.." tapos sabay walang ilaw tapos baba tapos taas ng hood. tapos sabay solo ni mareca with the crying effect na nakakaiyak! yung.. AND GOD SAAW AAALL THAT MAN HAAD DONE.. AND IN THE SILENCE OVERR THE SMOOOOLDERING RUINS... tapos count, one, two...tayo kami...one two... HE, WEPT. tapos one two three, REVERSE CREATION...one two three, bow.. one two three, exit.. asteg talaga.. tapos ung effect nung FIIIIRE!! tapos ung BEAUTIFUL GLOBE NA NACONSUME NG FIRE na sa totoo lang ay isang hamak na electric fan lamang. ano pa ba.. ahh!! asteg din ung music made by januel!! tamang tama...saktong sakto talaga.. kulang nga lang sa practice pero okey na un.. isa pa, ung aming sobrang bonggang nakakatakot as asteeg na introduction na nakakaantig at sobrang ganda. that was c/o rens, na sobrang ganda at nakakatakot at magaling niang boses.. si kat, si jp at si reynald.. ganda talaga nung intro.. sabay pa ung fog effects....<br /><br />kahit magulo ang mga practices kasi maraming mga pasaway, maraming mga sigawan at away, okey na okey lang,,. sa mga huling minuto, nag-ayos din naman kami at ginawa ang aming part. kung ako ang mag-gragrade ng aming choral reading, it would range from 97 to 100.. hehe... pero talaga kasi, pinaggastusan kaya sayang lahat. magandang maganda naman talaga eh.. <br /><br />two thumbs up at isang dila.. yan ang aming rating. basta di ko makakalimutan etong presentation na ito pati ung sino ang baliw na nabaliw na talaga ako sa umpisa pa lang......<br /><br />quiz sa bio...<br /><br />walang choice eh. pagod na kami. binigay na namin ang lahat para mapakiusapan sia. ganun naman talaga ugali nia eh. walang ka-konsi-konsiderasyon. sadista. teacher sia eh, sia masusunod. kahit ilang sumbong at reklamo pa...shet. wala namang nakikinig. di pa nga nia tapos discussion. sadista sia. di sia marunong magturo. ang hirap sabihin ang katotohanan sa harap nia dahil marahil susumbatan ka lang, babarahin ka pa. sana alam nia na medio ganun sia, ayusin nga nia.. may pagka antipatika rin kasi sia. kng ano kasi ang gusto nia, gusto nia masusunod. marahil nagkamali rin kami.. marahil di pa namin inaamin pero sa aming bawat isa, alam naming nakakabastos na. hindi naman kasi mambabastos ang isang tao kung di naman ka-bastos bastos ung binabastos nia. ang hirap niang paki-usapan. mahirap pakisamahan. kahit as a student-teacher relationship or kahit as a human to human relationship man lang..nakakainis.<br /><br />un lang naman nangyari sa araw na to! magandang araw to.. kasi alang klase except sa bio tapos nagpunta si manny pacquiao. tapos nag-DMX.. hahahahha.. wala akong na-fail!! sayang-saya talaga ako, pramis!!<br /><br />ay kahapon.. nannakawan na naman ako ng 200.. ang daming ngang nagsasabi si tooot un.. klepto raw kasi. pati si james sabi nia ninakaw un ni tooot. masama magbintang pero okey lang manghinala. hehe....<br /><br />nakakapagod ang lahat ng practices sa choral reading pero salamat naman at tapos na...keep up the good work, curie.. hehe....<br /><br /><br /><br />sem break na. kailangang paghandaan mga exams. tapos ung sayaw sa mapeh. wah..<br /><br />mtap bukas.. yey.. reunion at mukang mas maganda pa! kasi, close close na at marami kami sa klase! yahoo..<br /><br />bukas na ung event sa eastwood: to break the record of the longest buffet table.. wah... lahat kami sa bahay may ticket na... di na ko kakain simula ngayon.. wahehe.. excited na talaga..<br /><br /><br />Dear DMX,<br /><br />alam mo, ikaw ang tinatakbuhan ko pag depressed ako. mas lalo na pag mabababa ang mga nakukuha ko. ikaw rin ang tinatakbuhan ko pag malungkot ako. sana nga lang, kahit kapag nasa bahay lang ako, pwede kitang mapuntahan. hindi na kita na-fe-fail.. at dahil dun...mas lalong na-aadik ako sau at napapamahal. o dmx.... di kita kayang tantanan... :) hiihii..<br /><br />sige na... may mtap pa bukas tsaka mahabang-habang kainan... hehehehehe.. sige na, tulog na ko....... fyi, wala akong balak magkaroon ng isang relationship sa high school except mutual relationship but not a serious one to the point that i have agreed to be his girl. at sia, sinabihan ko ng wag na munang manligaw kung ayaw niang masapak,... wrong term.ano na lang.. kung ayaw niang malagot. studies muna. simprie..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112990110651498959?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1128845643083767702005-10-09T16:09:00.000+08:002005-10-09T16:14:03.093+08:00sa wakas.. nagkalinawan na kami ni pare..well we're still friends after all.. hanggang dun na lang siempre..hehehe..i have my baby na...hahahaha,...kapal ko talaga angkinin sia eh no....well... maganda ang skedule ng pasok this week..<br /><br />sa monday - no classes pero my mapeh practice ng 9 sa mcdo<br />sa tuesday - no classes pa rin pero shopping para sa field trip..<br />sa wednesday - fieldtrip!!<br />then back to normal na nga lang..<br /><br />tapos...anu pa bang meron...<br /><br />mahabang-habang sem break to... yey..<br /><br />buhay second year.. is different from first year..improved love life (??? hahaha...),improved friends, bonding, improved <br /><br />personality, improved height..(hehe..) la lang... wala ako sa mood ngayon magpost...ewan ko ba..<br /><br />like duh.my expression kahit naaartehan ako..<br /><br />sinisipon ako ngayon.. huhuhu..<br /><br />ay kahapon!!<br /><br />sa bahay nila danna...wahhahahha.. edi, bati na kami ni pare..tpos ang hyper ko.. tapos sabi ni sino ba un, kung andun lang daw si james, tahimik ako at matino..hahaha...siempre naman.. hehhe..pero di ah..kilala naman nia ang tunay na ako.. <br /><br />hahahaha.. tapos eh nung nagsnax kami, eh dumikit ako dun sa table while pouring the juice sa cup ko, tapos eh ang suot ko pa man low waist so tamang tama lang ung part ng zipper na nakadikit sa table, eh basa pala ung table, ayun...nabasa ung part na zipper at bandang baba nun kaya sabi nila muka raw akong naihi... hahahaha...<br /><br />tapos medio masaya ung praktis kasi that time, may cooperation na!! yes...success...ok na lahat..<br /><br />si mareca, na nabugbog ng nanay..umiiyak...wawa naman sia...kasi ang kulet ng lahi..pinapatigil na nga sa kakaragna...sige pa rin...<br /><br />anu pa ba...<br /><br />reflections sa alchemist.<br />reflections sa jonathan livingston seagull.<br />project sa algorithm.<br /><br />quiz sa mapeh.<br />folk dance.<br />choral reading.<br />picture essay sa family tree?? (tuloy pa ba to?)<br /><br />un lang naman ata eh..<br /><br />eto... may treat ako sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko..para may mapulot kayong maganda..<br /><br />Sex in Español <br />What is sex in Español? “Vamos tumba la cama, entrada mi picoy tu fuerta, con atras abante; no pwersa pero sige rapido <br /><br />birada, cargada cemilya todo discarga..ole!! <br /><br />Romantic Acronyms <br /><br />H.O.L.L.A.N.D<br />Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.<br /><br />I.T.A.L.Y.<br />I Trust And Love You.<br /><br />L.I.B.Y.A.<br />Love Is Beautiful; You Also.<br /><br />F.R.A.N.C.E.<br />Friendships Remain And Never Can End.<br /><br />C.H.I.N.A.<br />Come Here.. I Need Affection.<br /><br />B.U.R.M.A.<br />Between Us, Remember Me Always.<br /><br />I.N.D.I.A.<br />I Nearly Died In Adoration.<br /><br />K.E.N.Y.A.<br />Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.<br /><br />C.A.N.A.D.A.<br />Cute And Naughty Action that Developed into Attraction<br /><br />K.O.R.E.A.<br />Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every Adversity.<br /><br />E.G.Y.P.T.<br />Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!<br /><br />R.U.S.S.I.A.<br />Romance Under the Sky & Stars is Intimate Always.<br /><br />M.A.N.I.L.A.<br />May All Nights Inspire Love Always.<br /><br />B.A.L.I.W.A.G.<br />Beauty And Love I Will Always Give.<br /><br />M.A.L.A.B.O.N.<br />May A Lasting Affair Be Ours Now.<br /><br />I.M.U.S.<br />I Miss U, Sweetheart.<br /><br />P.A.S.I.G.<br />Please Always Say I'm Gorgeous.<br /><br />C.E.B.U.<br />Change Everything... But Us.<br /><br />P.E.R.U.<br />Porget Everyone... Remember Us.<br /><br />P.A.R.A.N.A.Q.U.E.<br />Please Always Remain Adorable, Nice And Quiet Under Ecstacy.<br /><br />T.O.N.D.O.<br />Tonight's Our Night, Dearest One.<br /><br />P.A.S.A.Y.<br />Pretty And Sexy Are You.<br /><br />Y.E.M.E.N.<br />'Yugyugan Every Morning, Every Night.<br /><br />M.A.R.L.B.O.R.O.<br />Men Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only.<br /><br />J.A.P.A.N<br />Jump And Play All Night<br /><br />P.H.I.L.I.P.P.I.N.E.S.<br />Pumping Hot.. I Love It! Please Please.. I Need Erotic Stimulation!<br /><br />ang malalim na tagalog <br />Q= ano ang tagalog ng chair?<br />A= SALUMPWET<br /><br />Q= ano tagalog ng wheelchair??<br />A= SALUMPO<br /><br />Q= ano naman tagalog ng panty???<br />A= e di SALLUNGGUHIT!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112884564308376770?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1128684908050363242005-10-07T19:30:00.000+08:002005-10-07T19:35:08.056+08:00to all those who are concerned kung bakit ganun ang mga status message ko sa ym... lahat ay tungkol sa pare ko..<br /><br />di ko lam kung bakit naging ganito... si ano kasi...biglang one day di na ko pinapansin..di ko alam kung bakit..di ko lam kung may nagawa ba ko...alam mo un, bigla ka na lang iniisnab lagi..dati hindi naman ganun...feel ko pilit siang lumalayo...eh like duh..hehe..ang expression na un..liike duuuh!! hehe..ang arte ng datin...anyways...bat gusto nia di na kami friends ganun? e wala nga naman akong alam na ginawa ko sakanyang masaama eh bakit ganito sia.ganun ba talaga sia..bigla biglang nagbabago ng ugali sa isang tao..if you're reading this right now, i want to tell you that i thinking about losing you as a friend. it would be a big loss for me. i dont know why. maybe because you make me laugh, you make smile, you make me angry, you make me irritated, you make me happy. youre one of the many many friends that have become part of me already, i dont want to lose you in short. but if you dont want my friendship, then end it. lets be just classmates. without any connection. i dont know. but i kinda feel the hurt right now for losing someone i'm not really sure about the feeling towards that someone. siguro naiinis na rin ng onti. because i keep on understanding something about you and the things happening between us..,labo pare...napapagod na utak ko..cant answer them pare...i dont know why this kind of simple problem became so complicated.. pare... im not losing you.<br /><br />pero im all open.. kaw bahala... its your choice. the friendship pare, yan lang naman habol ko pare...and memories, pare...pare...i hope God may enlighten you.. pare, wake up....pare.....oo ikaw...hope basahin mo to...dont know why i feel so concerned about this issue between us...because i dont want to throw the growing bonding between us..pare sarap mong maging kaibigan..pero from your point of view ata, you dont consider me as your friend anymore...<br /><br />come a little closer and flicker in flight...<br /><br /><br />let me know if im doing this right<br />let me know if my grip's too tight<br />let me know if i can stay all of my life....<br /><br /><br />pare...i'll call you pare...your codename..if you do know yourself..<br /><br />pare...let's bring back the time, ok? forget about our conflicts. i'm a girl pare. i can sense you pare. please dont think that im numb and dumb pare, coz im not pare. im running after you pare.. i dont have any pride left pare...i traded it all with you pare...please dont make it useless...my efforts.. come back pare..talk to me. im always ready to listen. <br /><br />open up. wake up.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112868490805036324?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1128177494792204092005-10-01T22:33:00.000+08:002005-10-01T22:38:14.800+08:00There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. <br /><br />This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.<br /><br />Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. <br /><br />Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and <br />then...<br /><br />Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.<br /><br />Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company ..<br /><br />You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walk ing to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.<br />With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...<br /><br />Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did <br />not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.<br /><br />Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the <br />daycomes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him...<br /><br />Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.<br /><br />The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with <br />her ever again.........<br /><br />Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.<br /> <br /><br /><br />minsan..kahit alam mong di ka mahal ng mahal mo, di mo rin alam na mahal ka ng mahal mo at pinapakita ng mahal mo na mahal ka nia sa pamamagitan ng di pagmamahal sayo para di ka masaktan dahil alam mong may mahal ng iba ang mahal mo...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112817749479220409?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1127906261124074102005-09-28T18:31:00.000+08:002005-09-28T19:17:41.146+08:00hay...wala lang...walang kwenta no...walang kulay ang buhay ko...meron pala.. wala lang talaga..daming online ngayon...kanina..wala naman nangyari.. okey lang ang takbo ng lahat.. hehe... salamat sa mga nagbabasa dito... wala akong mapost sobra..<br /><br />maniax<br /><br />adeeeeek na kami ni mareca. kahit di ako ganun kagaling..im trying my best.. kasi enjoy.fun lang talaga...nakakapagpasaya at nakakaluwag ng damdamin ang maniax.hehe.<br /><br />lablyp<br /><br />asa.<br /><br />quizzes<br /><br />ok lang. walang maperfect...<br /><br />friends.<br /><br />ok lang din..<br /><br />wala na talaga... sa susunod meron na.. haha.. :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112790626112407410?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1127656564386623642005-09-25T21:37:00.000+08:002005-09-25T22:02:35.520+08:00just wanna say... the end had already passed.<br /><br />now, its a new beginning.<br /><br />hahahahaha!! nagbabalik mandi'y parang hinahanap..dito ang panaho'y masayang lumipas.. na kung maliligo man sa tubig aagap...nang di abutin ng tabsing sa dagat..<br /><br />yes..ayos na ulit ang lahat.. nagbalik na ang dating ako..<br /><br />now, there's nothing i should be sad for.<br /><br />i'm now satisfied the way things are.<br /><br />wish this would never end.<br /><br />hope the right time comes. dont be in a rush. it will come to you someday. step by step, we will learn.<br /><br /><strong>i promise ill never leave your side again.</strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112765656438662364?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1127475918116060342005-09-23T19:40:00.000+08:002005-09-23T19:45:18.123+08:00"Never Say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go." --BEA<br /><br />ang hirap buhayin ang araw-araw kasama ang sariling di mo malaman. sobrang labo ko. bakit..<br /><br />i really like this person for almost a year and a quarter. i knew he also like me the same way i like him. i love this person as a friend and i know this person feels the same way too. this good friend of mine said that he is willing to wait for the right time to come...the right time...<br /><br />i thought we could have a future. a future that will lead to a relationship. we had this mutual understanding and feeling yet i have set our own limitations. i said that we could not go any farther. we just have to stay this way and wait and wait. if you are too patient and too loyal to do your committment, then fine, the better. but please dont expect that we will last long, because we will never. we just need to understand that this is only infatuation, that we are not taking this seriously. we need to admit that this is only for fun and for experiences. unless... you really see things between us differently. but its the same thing no matter what. we loved. <br /><br />the time for us to enjoy our moments is starting to end. its hard to let go. but i think we must.<br /><br />such a childish feeling. we just had fun with time. and its worth it. its just a game. i hope you understand.<br /><br />i did not deceive you nor make you see that there is a future for the both of us. you still dont know me. you dont get me at all. always. <br /><br />bakit ako ganito? kasi di ka rin naman nagseseryoso di ba? edi di na rin ako. yun yon e.<br /><br />sayang no? lahat ng pinaghirapan, pinagdaanan, mga sakripisyo....mauuwi lahat sa wala.. nakakapanghinayang.<br /><br />ang gusto ko lang naman ay ikaw ang mag-ayos nito kung ayaw mo talagang tapusin na ito.. ayusin mo ko...kasi nagkakalat na ko...murahin mo na ko.. pagalitan mo na ko.. SAKTAN MO NA KO NANG MALAMAN KO KUNG MAHAL BA TALAGA KITA.<br /><br />kasi di mo ako inaaalagaan..kaya di rin kita naaalagaan...kaya san na tayo tutungo?<br /><br />May pag-ibig na dumarating sa atin sa maling pagkakataon, sa maling panahon. Masakit man, kailangan nating iwanan. Pero kung talagang para sa atin, babalik yan. Ilang beses man nating iwasan<br /><br /><br />YOU KNOW..I WISH YOU COULD READ ALL MY POSTS HERE IN MY BLOG SO THAT YOU CAN CONCLUDE AND KNOW MY REAL (HIDDEN?) FEELINGS FOR YOU. I WISH YOU COULD BE A FORTUNE-TELLER WHO CAN ALWAYS READ WHAT'S INSIDE MY MIND..A UNIQUE FORTUNE- TELLER, WHO CAN FEEL THE BEAT OF MY HEART..<br /><br /><br />I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT I'M LETTING GO OF YOU WHEN I REALLY CAN'T.<br /><br /><br /><br />*hehe..maybe this is the last time im going to post about you..i hope you are able to read my blog.*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112747591811606034?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1126534850967499642005-09-12T21:56:00.000+08:002005-09-12T22:20:51.006+08:00today is my birthday. wala lang. tanda ko na. 14 na ko. isang gift lang natanggap ko galing sa dad ko. ok na. this is the simplest birthday para sakin. sobrang simple. di gaya last year na feel ko talaga.<br /><br />i had my hair relaxed yesterday. i bought a pair of earrings kasi nawala ko yung isa nung sabado sa enrichment classes.<br /><br />last friday, we had a jamming sa congressional with david, my jamie, daniel. one hour and thirty minutes kami. tapos i decided to go to my lola na lang kasi gabi na.<br /><br />then came saturday. we had another jamming. this time, a reunion with my first and original bandmates:joyce,benzene,david,me and james. i was so happy. mga 8-9 kami nagjamming in the same studio. for me, those jammings were the best gift i had ngayong birthday ko.. after ng jamming i attended the enrichment class for biology. right next to me is jamie. we chatted..and that's all.<br /><br />tanghali ng sabado, we went to notre dame of greater manila. that was my first time to go there. it's huge and it's fine. fair nila dun. may reunion kasi ang batch ng tatay ko. nagkita kami dun ni rens at tinour nia ako sa campus nilang malaki na rin. tapos bili bili ng food. nakipagkwentuhan sa mga friends ni rens at sa friend ng friend ni rens..ok ba? then i really enjoyed roaming around the campus with so many rides and booths and stalls and everything. i bought something for james..a marble that is engraved with his name and all that. <br /><br />then the concert of parokya came.. it was so so so so cool..it was fun to see a mash pit? is it called a mash pit? the one where people gather near the stage and there you can see them all jump at the same time?? it was so so cool.. really..<br /><br />mga kinanta ng parokya:<br />first day<br />halaga<br />sampip<br />silvertoes<br />mang jose<br />para sayo<br />harana<br />buloy<br />yes yes show<br />this guy's in love with you<br />mr. suave<br />tatlong araw<br />sayang<br />dagdag mo pa yung nag-iisang line ni chito sa wag na wag mong sasabihin by kitchie na<br />: "may gusto ka ba sa akin??" hahahahahahaha!!<br />tapos yung the day you said goodnight ni gab.. wahhaha... yun..<br /><br />then we went home around 12 na..<br /><br />sunday.<br /><br />walang nangyari. nagpabanat ng buhok..haha...nag-ever nung gabi.nag bowling.yun. nagpuyat.<br /><br />on the day i remember i was born... (tama ba grammar?)<br /><br />kaninang umaga. muntikan lang naman malate. dami kong nakasalubong nung umaga and they greeted me a happy happy birthday. nakakatuwa lang. pero really. behind my smiles..opposite pala ang nangyayari.. it was all so fake. i was so plastik.not true to myself and to everyone. i pretended i felt my birthday today, but in fact, i did not. how can i celebrate when many things are not just right. ya know.<br /><br />so yun na...walang kwenta no...nanlibre ako kanina sa mcdo.. tapos maniax.. for the first time, nagmaniax si james. haha. tapos yun. nabasa ng ulan kaya eto medio di maganda ang nararamdaman.<br /><br />my feeling right now: suicidal (lagi naman ata e)<br /><br />so yun..happy birthday ulit sa sarili ko...i feel all alone. now you know how weak i am despite of my energy at school. naks..drama..<br /><br />sige babay...i didnt really expect gifts..but i requested mostly for chocolates.. hehe... onaman, kahit tsoknat lang yan, papatulan ko yan.. haha... sige maraming maraming salamat ulit sa lahat ng nagrit sa kin!! kahit sa sandali lang, napasaya nio ko!! salamat agen!1 wahaha..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112653485096749964?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1125829739992996372005-09-04T18:03:00.000+08:002005-09-04T18:29:00.026+08:00sad..beri beri sad..<br /><br />muling ibalik ang tamis ng pag-ibig muling pagbigyan ang pusong nagmamahal<br /><br />tayo'y nagsumpaan..na akoy sayo at ikay akin lamang<br /><br />maaari bang dinggin ang natatangi kong hiling <br />sana ay makapiling ka <br />muli kang masilayan at mahagkan<br />sana'y di na iwan pa muli<br /><br />yoko na...<br /><br />7 days na lang... i hope birthdays are not meant to increase age..<br /><br />hindi ka na muling luluha sa piling ko, pangako.<br /><br />hindi ko kaya ang limutin kita.. <br />masdan mong lumuha ang aking mga mata.<br />pilitin ko man, akoy nasasaktan<br />ang katotohanan ay mahal pa rin kita.<br /><br />tama nga sabi ng matatanda..the week before ng kaarawan ng isang tao.malungkot.<br /><br />wala ng kwenta ang lahat<br /><br />balik sa dati<br /><br />hay buhay<br /><br />kelan ako magiging masaya<br /><br />sa bagay<br /><br />sana bumalik <br /><br />hay<br /><br />di ko lam gagawin ko<br /><br />kung nagbabasa ka lang ng blog ko. dati mo ng alam<br /><br />iba ang ginagawa ko sayo sa tunay kong nararamdaman<br /><br />iba ang mga sinasabi ko sa tunay kong nararamdaman<br /><br />iba ang mga tinetext ko... bakit ganun..<br /><br />gusto ng utak kong hintuan na ito..<br /><br />pero ang puso ko iba ang tinitibok..<br /><br />but im more of intellectual than emotional..<br /><br />that's why im so stupid to let go of you..<br /><br />i cant let that happen..<br /><br />but my mind thinks we should.<br /><br />gusto kitang yakapin para malaman mo na nalilito ako..na iba ang mga pinagsasabi ko sayo sa mga tunay na gusto kong pahiwatig..pero iba ang naiintindihan mo.wala akong magagawa kasi yun ang mga sinasabi ko..yakapin mo ko ng malaman mo.<br /><br /><br />tadhana:pag nagregalo sia sakin ng gusto kong regalo which is,....(silver bracelet..) wahehe.. ibig sabihin..he's meant to be.. pero pag iba..okie lang..<br />i should continue with my studies only..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112582973999299637?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1124710724158114322005-08-22T19:26:00.000+08:002005-08-22T19:38:44.220+08:00hay naku...things were messed up this weekend..<br /><br />last friday, we had our practice for the interpretasyon ng awit.. it was fun.. but tiring.. i really enjoyed that day.. <br /><br />then last saturday...things became different..<br /><br />di lang naman ako dapat aattend nung bio enrichment classes na medio wala akong natutunan eh...dapat makikipag-usap pa kay jamie, makikipagkita,,, tapos magraragna.. hehe.. pero hindi eh.. i was roaming aroung sm kasama si mareca for two hours i think.. but then i lost hope thinking that hindi na kami magkikita kasi akala ko naglalaro sya sa playtro pero the usual way of apologizing happened in the evening sa text..pero kasi ang sun delay lagi pag traffic..or yung mga times tulad ng gabi...so late ko na narerecieve pero ok na yun..<br /><br />then came this time na mali pa yung pinagkwentuhan ko sa y!m.. i though he would just listen but instead he persisted.. kulit kasi masyado.. i thought walang kwenta mga sinasabi ko sa kanya na ok lang naman pagkwentuhan ko sya nun kasi kala ko wala naman siang pakialam dun at hindi mangingialam pero nakakagulat kasi interesado siang malaman..but ayoko ng isipin yun... nakapag-ayos na kami.. so, we'll leave this matter behind..balik ulit sa pagiging pwendships..<br /><br />walang pasok today...dami kong namimiss...si jamie..wah jamie!!<br /><br />hay buhay...<br /><br />sana mataas makuha namin sa interpretasyon ng awit sa filipino.... sa wednesday na nga pala yun..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112471072415811432?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1124604953423378602005-08-21T14:14:00.000+08:002005-08-21T14:15:53.426+08:00i just read some of my testimonials when i was still studying at holy...i was so different...i thought.. there were many things..a lot of things that changed since i transferred to another school. i thought my former schoolmates wouldn't have a chance to greet me or just simply remember me...i was ...i was...<br /><br />a lot of things really changed.. i dont know if it was for good or if it was for something else.. but some of things that changed did not really changed, but rather it was gone. i dont know where it could be but i know those things will not come back to me anymore. even though how many years im willing to wait for those things to come back, it wouldn't. maybe that's one fact of life.. <br /><br /><br /><br />im getting older. more matured? but one thing i missed about childhood is the innocence.. that's one thing i will be looking for forever.. the purity of the heart, the mind and the soul is one thing i want to come back...it'll never.. asa pa ko.<br /><br /><br /><br />im a second-year high school student yet i think like a grade-6 student and act like a first-year student yet my mind works like the second-year student i must be..am i right? should i change my ways? but this is the way i live.. however, on the other hand, i couldn't find any disadvantages of having a life like that.. maybe i should get more matured when it comes to certain sensitive topics.. now, im getting older.<br /><br /><br /><br />need i changes? i already changed a lot. im not yet thirsty for a change. but i am ready anytime when it is needed. i can change easily.. i can be whatever you want. just say the magic word and i'll do anything you say...whatever it is ill do it just for you...<br /><br /><br /><br />*i love you...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112460495342337860?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1124092145165746202005-08-15T15:37:00.000+08:002005-08-15T15:49:05.170+08:00anung petsa naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />okeeei...talagang ang sipag sipag kong magpost... talagang buwan-buwan... hehe...<br /><br />so far may tatlong absent na ko..nagsimula na ko...wahaha... tingnan nio, walang buwan ang walang absent ako except june siempre...<br /><br />perio.projects.assignments.deadlines.grabe.cramming.absents.pinoi.mactan.august13.st.scho.mrt.lrt.james.mareca.service.gabi.sm.pagod.puyat.sun.cellphone.unlimited.tawagan.telebabad.<br /><br />hay naku... sa loob ng isang buwan parang andaming nangyari... sige.. magpopost na ko every week..hehhe...asa....pero kasi nakakatamad magpost...hehe..pero pag ginaganahan, nobela... hehe... sige, next post na lang.. mga sept 15 din.. hehe.. joke lang,,, siempre sa bday magpopost.. hehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112409214516574620?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1121432247694514332005-07-15T20:51:00.000+08:002005-07-15T20:57:27.700+08:00ngayon ay july 15, 2005, araw ng biyernes, birthday ni frederick angulo...<br /><br />after ng klase, we went to mcdo for our lunch.. di pa kasi kami naglulunch ni mareca kasi nagpingpong kami after ng biology.. then after sa mcdo we passed by the fudcourt to see champ of hale... bago nun, sinamahan pala namn si rens na bayaran yung plan nia sa smart then off we go... daming tao na nanonood sa hale as in...although di namin ganung nakita at nasaksihan..okie lang.. we went to grandslam and saw there ian kim, arcee.....and so on and so forth..<br /><br />then we went home... sinabayan ako ni jamie as usual.. bait nga nia... but we tried a different route...jamie was depressed while we (mareca, rens..) were walking in sm... then i asked jamie a number of times what's the matter... then jamie also said a number of times, "nothing" i found out soon that the matter was me... basta,,, ayaw niang sumakay sa caltex so nakiride na lang ako... so sauyo kami dumaan then we ended up in sm fairview...<br /><br />then jamie accompanied me sa sakayan.. there, i saw two of my grade school teachers.. ms. del rosario and ms. pacubas.... hehe... :) it was nice to see them both again after many years.. hehe... then i went home... then...un lang...<br /><br />tong araw na to! :) medio nakakahilo kasi sa fx pero masaya pa rin... yun lang..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112143224769451433?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1121267643393312262005-07-13T12:10:00.000+08:002005-07-13T23:14:03.400+08:00sa wakas, pagtapos ng halos dalwang buwan, eto na <br /><br />ko at nagpost sa muli!!<br />hehe...<br /><br />second year na rin ako...sa wakas....maraming <br /><br />nangyari!!<br /><br />natuto akong magmaniax, nakisalamuha sa bagong <br /><br />mga adjustments, classmates, teachers, subjects, <br /><br />classrooms, lessons..... nakipagmabutihan kina <br /><br />florante at laura at sa iniirog ko....<br /><br />tungkol sa abee ko...<br />abee na tawag ko kasi iba na ang tema...<br />sobrang bilis nga ng panahon..<br />hindi ko inakala na magkakaganito kami agad...<br />bilis talga...<br />subalit maganda rin ang mga naidudulot..<br />medio distraction sa studies pero tinatray kong <br />pagsabayin...<br /><br />by the way... the mood right now....ako ay <br /><br />sobrang light, sobrang saya...sobrang relaxed <br /><br />kahit puyat, kahit pagod..dahil sa abee ko...<br /><br />mga importanteng nangyari:<br />-natutong magmaniax kasama sina ian rob at ian kim...<br />-eleksyon..tumakbo akong auditor...yey!<br />-every moment with that someone<br />-every elective time<br />-every day na sinasamahan ako sa pag-uwi<br />-everyday sa mcdo<br />-mga unang bagsak mas lalo na unang quiz sa computer, bagsak.<br />-picturan para sa id..<br />-badminton time...<br />-sabay uwi...<br />-mga uwi kay lola<br />-nakita yung bahay nila sean penn, gumawa ng mapa sa bahay ng lola ko, nanuod ng sine-mr.and mrs. smith kasama nila austin at mareca<br />-nanuod ng sine-monster-in-law, kasama sina mareca at james<br />-pep ralling sawi<br />-getting to know each other--classmates and teachers<br />-natuto akong mag-ikot ng notebook...<br />-hindi pa ako umiiyak sa skul yir na to!! yey!!<br />-yung pinadrawing kami ni mam dela paz ng marami...<br />-yung umulan ng malakas<br />-june 21-nmt's first birthday...<br />-at june 10- nagsimula ang pagiging <br />makatotohanan.... nagising upang malaman... basta <br />etong date na to ang start ng pagiging bagong <br />ako... :)<br /><br />uhhm... marami na ring nangyari... ang bilis <br />talga ng panahon... di mo alam, bukas pala <br />graduate na tayo, bukas pala, college na tayo.. <br /><br /><br />sobrang bilis...<br /><br />i just realized it when i was timing someone... <br /><br />timing, we had a practical test in biology, the <br /><br />focusing thing of the microscope... i really <br /><br />noticed it... i was a witness to time's <br /><br />travelling...so fast...so smooth...so <br /><br />mysterious...time goes by so quick and you cant <br /><br />reverse it, you cant change its ways, you cant <br /><br />turn it back...that's why im being careful with <br /><br />the things im doing right now..it might be too <br /><br />late someday for me to change the things i am <br /><br />doing right now...i was a witness to time's <br /><br />travelling...rather... i am a witness and you are <br /><br />a witness also and everyone of us is a witness... <br /><br />that's why.......... we see time passes us by, <br /><br />yet, we do nothing.. time's precious.. so move. <br /><br />act right now.. cause i don't want to be too late <br /><br />when that time comes, i am ready.<br /><br />"everyday, i long for your smile, i long for your <br />voice, i long for your love... when can i have <br />you... when can i hear those sweet whispers <br />saying i love you..."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-112126764339331226?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1116236034497538112005-05-16T17:31:00.000+08:002005-05-16T17:33:54.503+08:00mah verrry wonderfuuul lyyyf !! <br /><br />so the last time i wrote an entry here was may 5 and that was thursday and after that i never had a chance to log in. well, daming things nangyari that week until last week. <br /><br />may 5 ng gabi..<br /><br />so i was surfing the net, i was in the forums and i just had my post published here and then... suddenly we were going to FEU Hospital with my dad. sabi nia masakit daw ulit ang kidney nia. so we went there around 10pm. hanggang nakauwi na kami ng mga 2-3 am..<br /><br />may 6-7.. friday to saturday..<br /><br />na-confine si daddy sa isang hospital sa may valenzuela.. sabi nia kasi classmate nia ang may ari nun at yun yung magiging physician nia. so ako ang nagbantay sa kanya dun and i spent the night in his room. tapos mga hapon ng saturday, nakalabas naman na sya at nag-grocery pa nga kami after nun.. hehe.. so super pagod ako at na-break ang sleeping habits ko.. thanks talaga at natutulog na ko not later than 1:30..<br /><br />may 8.. mother's day..<br /><br />may reunion sa house ng lola ko.. after ng kainan at lahat-lahat dun.. we went to market-market,.. wow.. super daming tao... then we went to phil am... tapos uwi na.. etong day na raw ito ay nagbreak ng record na pinakamainit na araw sa taong ito.. mga 38 degrees ata or di ko alam basta parang ganun...<br /><br />may 9.. monday..<br /><br />umaga pa lang, ginising na ko ng kuya ko.. "sama ka sa boracay??" siempre... afternoon ng araw na yun, we went shopping for the things we will need for tomorrow...<br /><br />may 10.. tuesday<br /><br />12:40 ang flight.. but we woke up at 6 am.. super traffic but we went to my dad's office first to get the portable dvd player ekeke.. tapos nasa airport na kami ng mga bet. 9-10 am.. so hintay kami dun... then nadelay ang flight, naging 1:20.. pero nagboard naman kami ng mas maaga dun.. then we arrived at kalibo ng mga 2 pm..<br />then we rode a van going to caticlan.. and that was two hours.. so we arrived at caticlan around 4pm, then rode a boat to boracay...<br />tapos ligaliw na.. basta that night, nakinig kami ng concert ni nina and nyoy volante dun sa bagaberde...<br /><br />may 11.. wednesday<br /><br />wow... ISLAND HOPPING... SNORKLING... super ganda ng corals and dami different kinds of fishes.. may nakita nga akong blue na starfish... parang its like a dream when youre viewing the things under the sea.. tapos yun.. we went to 3 caves.. the two of them, pwede kang magswim.. those two caves were in the islang of crystal cove... then may turtle island and crocodile island.. then the last stop was in puka beach... there was the third cave na super dilim sa loob.. but puka beach was more peaceful than the stretch of the main resorts in boracay.. tsaka mas fine and white ang sand dun...<br />tapos.. sa gabi,.. nanood kami ulit ng concert ni nina...<br /><br />may 12... thursday..<br /><br />we thought this would be our last day in boracay.. we stayed in casa pilar because tita maia, the wife of the brother of my mom's bestfriend was a supervisor there.. so late na ako nagising.. then we went to d'mall.. kasi there were three stations... station one, where nasa dulo siya at super sosyal ng mga resorts dun,.. yun talga yung parang paradise.. station two, nandun ang mga party ekeke.. at ang d'mall where nandun ang stores mostly na mahal at basta hindi sya mall..para syang group of stores.. punta kami dun tapos.. nagpunta rin kami sa talipapa nila na isang group of stores din pero mas malapit sa amin kasi nasa station three siya.. sa station 3 kami nakastay bale.. tapos nung gabi night swimming kami pero hindi ako lumublob kasi malamig.. so parang nasa baha ako kasi hanggang tuhod lang yung tubig na pinagswiswimmingan ko.. hehe... tapos nood last day of concert nina nyoy volante at ni nina..<br /><br />may 13.. friday..<br /><br />so na-adjust ang aming stay.. so the whole stretch of boracay.. yung isang side lang nia is 7km.. okay.. from our station.. naks.. nilakad namin yung buong stetch na yun hanggang sa kabilang dulo. nice... mahaba nga pero masarap... nakabalik kami mga gabi na.. tapos kain kami.. then ako kasi super pagod na kaya bumalik na ko sa cottage namin at nag-impake na para umalis na tomorrow.. while ang kuya ko.. kasi nga dalwa lang kami ng kuya ko na nagpunta dun.. yung girlfriend nia nandun din kaya nga gusto niyang pumunta dun.. hehe... so yun.. tapos na ako mag-ayos ng things ko, nanood na lang ako ng dvd.. bale ang dami kong napanood pala na dvd while i was alone in the room.. there were many times na iniwan ako ng kuya ko eh.. by the way birthday pala ng isa ko pang kuya, si manong..pero nasa manila sya nun..<br /><br />may 14.. saturday..<br /><br />2:15 ang flight... so mga 7 gising na ako.. at eto pa pala,,, isang kamalasan!!! dinatnan ako ng period nung madaling araw ng friday just ryt after nung concert nila nina at nyoy.. sabi ko, buti na lang may dala ako kasi i was expecting naman eh.. kasi i have records.. hehe.. tapos nagbreakfast kami.. saaarraapp... tapos yun.. sakay ulit ng boat tapos van..tapos airplane... tapos siempre nung thurs-sat.. namili naman kami ng kung anu-anu.. mga souvenirs, pasalubong.. super bigat ng dala ko...<br /><br />may 15.. yesterday... <br /><br />ay! i forgot to tell, thursday ata yun.. nagpa-tatoo ako.. ung henna lang.. sa kamay.. eheh... ginagaya ko nga si kitchie, "my other accessory!" hehe.. super cute nga eh.. hehe... ahh.. ok... sm kami sa fairview.. grocery ulit... tapos nagkita kami ni Kru!! wala lang..<br /><br />may 16... ngayon..<br /><br />so mamaya.. ndi na naman ako matutulog dito sa bahay at hindi na naman ako makakapag computer...kasi operation ng kuya ko bukas ata or later.. ako na naman ang magbabantay.. so maybe mga thursday pa ko makakabalik.. hehe,, hindi ko nga alam yung hospital... sa mandaluyong pa... so yun!!<br /><br />napamahal na sakin yung boracay.. super ganda kasi tsaka parang wow, heaven pare... talagang super friendly pa ng mga tao dun kahit maraming tao at mga foreigners at turista... hehe.. super ganda nia nga talga.. at eto pa pala.. nakita namin yung famous coconut trees at famous bato na nakikita nio sa mga postcards, posters.. at tska yung kay regine singer, yung "tara na biyahe tayo" yung mga poster ng boracay sa mga malls, may bato dun, well, inakyat ko yun! my mama mary pa kasi dun.. hehe.. may pic pa ko dun.. hehe.. ganda talga.. well we hope to go back there sana ngayong sem break or kung hindi pag balik ni momi galing US.. sana.. well, our next destination is... bohol. <br />:) <br />hope you enjoy reading my very wonderful experience...<br /><br />bale, isang beses lang pala ako nagswim dun... ???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-111623603449753811?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1115094792842718762005-05-03T12:29:00.000+08:002005-05-03T12:33:12.843+08:00matagal na kong di nagpopost. huhu.. eh kasi naman.. tamad na tamad akong kumilos. anu ba nangyayari sakin.. by the way... maganda ang sims 2.. at ang urbz pero i prefer na laruin ang sims 2.. hehe.. kaya di ako nakaka-online kasi adik na ko sa sims ngayon eh.. hehe.. tska nga pala.. nangangamusta lang ako sa lahat ng nagbabasa nito.. sana ok pa kayo... hehe.. sige, got to go.. my sleeping time: (the usual) 4:00am - 2:00 pm... pero minsan ha mga 4:00 to one naman o kaya four to twelve pero ang pinakalate ko ay four to four.. hehe... nung sabado lang yan... hehe... sana bumalik na ang aking sleeping habits... wala talaga... gud news... wala na kong kinababaliwan ngayon! yey..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-111509479284271876?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1114449144662723312005-04-26T00:42:00.000+08:002005-04-26T01:12:24.663+08:00actually, gumawa na ako ng post sa notepad e biglang dumating kuya ko kaya agad kong cinontrol A tapos control C dapat tapos akala ko nacopy ko na so sabay exit na agad tapos pag-alis ng kuya ko... ok-key.. wala pala!! grattt!! ang haba nun!! may mga future plans pa nga ako na nakasulat dun eh.. pero by the way (milky way).. hehe.. (bale, joke po yun..) hehe.. gagawa na lang ulit ako on the spot..<br /><br />ang tagal ko na palang hindi dumadalaw dito ah.. dinadamdam ko pa yung huling maikling post ko.. hehe.. wala naman kasing nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon..<br /><br />saturday:<br /><br />nagbadminton kami ng kuya ko sa don antonio sports complex.. actually first time kong magbadminto sa isang "panaflex" (yun ba tawag dun) na floor.. sabi ng kuya ko yun daw ang pinakamagandang klase ng floor na pinagbabadmintunan.. hehe... di raw semento o kaya rubber or so whatever.. 250 per hour.. waahh!! pero gabi na kami nagbadminton.. 7-8..<br /><br />sunday:<br /><br />graduation ng pangalawang kuya ko sa up.. yey.. first time ko nung makapasok sa loob ng up theatre.. wala lang.. pero wala pa syang trabaho.. hehe...kain tapos sa venetto sa visayas ave.. saya.. nakakabusog.. hehe.. sarap...<br /><br />at ngayon... wala lang.. sm...nagtext si chua.. sa wakaas.. hehe.. sabi nia: elow naalala mo pa ba ako? james to.. last text na kc to ni ate kaya hiningi ko na lang. <strong>miss nakita</strong>. mamimiss din kita kasi alam kong flem na ko. basta ako pa rin friend mong makulit.<br />okey, wala lang..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-111444914466272331?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1113993912901710312005-04-20T18:41:00.000+08:002005-04-23T16:53:21.380+08:00<strong>eto ang mga tinatayp ng mga taong walang magawa sa buhay:</strong><br />hay.. paulit-ulit na lang ang mga ginagawa ko sa bahay.. parang di ko rin maenjoy ang bakasyon.. sana lumabas namin kami.. tulog kain nood tv computer Y!M.. paikut-ikut talaga.. tapos parang laging wala ako sa mood.. hahayy.. nakakamiss.. pero nakakapagpahinga naman ako kahit papaano.. kaya lang.. ay naku... ni katext wala man ako.. nu ba yan... boring.. sana talaga mag-outing kami.. family at yung curie. haay.. wala talaga akong magawa.. ay nakalimutan ko pa lang sabihin sa iyo na second honors ako sa batch ng pangalawang curriculum. yung curie hanggang fleming.. tapos top one din ako for four consecutive quarters tapos nakakuha rin ako ng mga best sa mga subjects every quarter pero konti lang..mga lima-anim lang ata nakuha ko.. sina arcee, gianne at ian kim ang humakot nung mga yun.. mga adeek kasi yun eh tsaka mga g.c.<br /><br /><strong>eto naman ang mga tinatayp ng mga taong gaya ko:</strong><br />ako, hindi ko naman masyadong sineseryoso pa ang pag-aaral ko.. siguro tsamba lang talaga ngayong first year ko at matataas ang mga nakuha ko.. tsaka siguro ang sikreto ko lang naman, pag-aral, aral talaga, walang aatupaging iba.. tsaka gawin mo lang lahat ng pinapagawa, intindihin lang lahat ng mga kailangang intindihin, ipasok lang lahat sa utak at tandaan.. yuun lang naman ata talaga eh, gawin lahat ng asayments, projects.. pero ako, ganun nga ginagawa ko pero hinihiwalay ko yung mga trabaho kong pang-skul at yung trabaho ko bilang isang kaklase, kausap, kabarkada, kaibigan, ka-mu, kachikahan, ka-bonding-an... kasi para sakin, mas importante yung mga yun kesa grades... mataas ka nga pagdating sa mga honor-honor at sa mga grades, wala ka namang mga kaibigan at kasandal tuwing may problema ka na hindi kaya ipasan sa magulang.nalulungkot ako sa mga taong ganun. they're such poor people.. perfectionists kasi sila.. they want fame, honor, respect and they want to treat them as superiors.. hindi naman ata tama yung mga estudyanteng ganun.. basta ako.. try ko lang gawin pa rin lahat ng makakaya ko sa studies.. dapat kasi equal equal lang naman yan eh.. studies.social life.love life.lahat na ng life.. hehe.. para sakin.... onga tama siguro ang sabi ng nakakarami at nakakatanda na we should prioritize our studies kasi dun manggagaling ang aming future.. pero ako, siguro marami ngang teachers ang nagsasabing pa-easy easy lang ako.. of course its not true.. how can i get such grades and my top kung pabandying-banjing lang ako.. i prioritize my studies as well as my friends and my family and my god. pero minsan hindi naman maiiwasan na may lumamang dun sa mga yun eh..<br /><br /><strong>at eto naman ang mga tinatayp ng mga talagang walang kwentang tao gaya ko: </strong><br />dati kasi im one of the people who really want to be on top, who really want to be respected, honored and perfected.. dati isang bagsak lang di ko matanggap, isang sermon lang galing sa teacher, iyak na ko.. im glad i made the right choice to study here in quesci coz since then, i realized i have changes a lot na pala.,.. siempre may present classmates in first year did not realize that kasi they didnt know me naman nung grade school pa ko eh..kaya lang siempre i have encountered a different situation naman.. nung elem ako i was striving to be on top.. i was a perfectionist. pero ngayong nagbago naman ang pananaw ko, hindi na nga ako tulad ng dati na gusto maging sikat, mapansin.. but i became on the top without striving for it.. hindi ko na inaasahan na yung gusto ko mangyari dati ay nakuha ko ngayong first year ako ng parang walang kahirap-hirap pero i realize mahirap at hindi sya ganun na masasatisfy ka sa feeling. others kasi will look up to you.. i realize iba na kasi yung pagtingin nila sa kin.. i felt i was not one of them.. feel ko napakataas ko.. and they always ask me what would i eat and then they would also eat the same food and then they would ask where we would eat and then its my decision the one they were depending on and following.. and then i just had that feeling na its mali... it was just not the kind of thing i want to experience, to feel.. i was switching na nga my point of views nung naranasan ko na siya.. and then of course i had a trouble with myself na naman.. so lumayo muna ako for a short time sa mga friends ko.. tuwing lunch, sa classroom lang ako, alone, di ako sumasama sa kanila sa baba..of course i have reasonable reasons kungyari para sabihin ko sa kanila yun di ba.. and then un.. finally, naipon ko ulit sarili ko at medio nagmatured ako. yey.. matured ako. hehe.. at ngayon nandito na ko.. mas better,.. hehe "better" lang.. as in im learning.. natututo na ko.. at unti-unti ko ng nalalaman ang buhay.. and i keep on dealing with it and just keep flowing with it to avoid complications.. siempre ako tinututunan kong sumabay muna sa agos ng buhay ko at wag munang kumontra upang matutunan ko muna ang mga rules dito at ang mga prinsipyo ko.. so that when the time comes, i know which way to choose, i know what kind of thing is the right one for me and so that when the time comes i will be just the better me. :)<br /><br /><div align="center"><em>at eto lahat ay wala lang... :) yey..</em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-111399391290171031?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1113806553022867562005-04-18T14:35:00.000+08:002005-04-18T14:42:33.023+08:00eto na naman ako... hehe.. suot ni james ang kanyang bracelet...suot ni myra ang bago nyang hairstyle... wala lang.. ok lang.. medio successful siya... ok lang.. maaga nga lang akong umuwi kaya hindi na ko nakasama sa kanila sa sm.. huhuhuhu at sa nayon ay wala talaga akong mgawa kundi magnet ngunit walang makachat.. hhuhuhu.. haay salamat, bakasyon na rin sa wakas.. gustong gusto ko na kasi magpahinga... parang pagod ako.. hehe... ang init na rin ng panahon... hay naku..kwentuhan ko na lang kayo... si james yun yung taong pinakanahihiya ako.. pero pag nasa mood ako, walang hiya-hiya... hhehe... si myra.. di ko alam.. hehe... yung magandang yun.. wala lang... si joyce... hehe... taas grades, sana classmates kami at sana classmates pa rin kaming lahat ulit.. hehe... kinausap ako ni mam ambata.. wala lang.. hehhe... bigayan din ng cards kanina.. wala lang.. eh basta.. parang wala ako sa mood ngayon magkwento ng mahaba kaya sige, tulog na lang ako.. hehe.. bye.. t.c. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-111380655302286756?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1113650657159216912005-04-16T19:22:00.000+08:002005-04-16T19:24:17.160+08:00yesterday.. all my troubles seemed so far away.. hehe.. ay naku.. di kami pinapasok sa skul and hindi natuloy ang intrams.. pero sa kabila nun.. bonding ang kinalabasan at masarap na zagu at waffles at nagkita-kita kaming lahat.. actually hindi naman as in buong klase pero ok na rin yun araw na yun... enjoy.. well.. that was the last day of our happy days.. sa monday ay bigayan ng cards.. maeenjoy pa kaya yun o kaya will it be considered as the last happy day of our being freshmen? feeling ko hindi kasi siempre may parents kaya behave siguro..aaayy... haha.. second year na.. excited eh.. hehe.. siempre.. mga bagong mukha yan at mga bagong katabi, mga bagong, kabarkada, bagong, teachers, bagong mga kaaway, bagong section, bagong ugali, bagong panahon... hehe.. sana lang walang masyadong magbago.. hehe.. kasasabi ko lang ng mga bago-bago eh tapos sana wala masyadong magbago.. well, hindi naman natin maiiwasan talga na maging second year at iwanan ang pagiging first year.. dependots na lang yan kung gusto niyong manatiling first year forever.. hehe.. siempre the pips around you will somehow like to achieve their goals in lyf kaya gusto rin naman nilang umasenso.. hehe... sige.. sana enjoy na lang natin ang maikling vacation... dont forget to put sunblock or sun lotions before magbabad sa beach or sa pool ha.. baka mamaya pagpasok natin muli sa june, hindi na natin makilala ang isat-isa.. hehe.. sige... bye.. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-111365065715921691?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1113473766986267552005-04-14T18:08:00.000+08:002005-04-14T18:16:06.986+08:00hehe.. anu bang nangyari ngayon... aha! yung clearance... mabait si jayson dahil siya ang nagpapirma ng mga clearances namin.. thank you! bukod dun.. haha... nagsulat ng mga nasa loobin kay mam ambata.. tapos.. nagbaraha... hehe... palipat-lipat ng mga places.. sa gazebo tapos sa isang gazebo ulit tapos sa tapat ng canteen... hehe... ay.. ang class funds ay inubos na.. pinambili ng merienda namin.. tapos... pahinga tapos ... eto secret na to ha.. pnagpalamig sa sm, kumain ng ice cream.. bumili ng tali sa buhok para kay david para kay myra at bumili ng bracelet.. sana magustuhan yun nung pagbibigyan ng taong yun.. tapos.. nanood kung pano gumawa ng t-shirt na yung may spray spray.. air--- nakalimutan ko na eh... ang saya... kahit sobrang puyat ako halos 4 na oras lang tulog ko... pagpasok sa skul.. nalilimutan ko lahat ng parang hang-over ko.. hehe... kaya lang... malapit na malapit na magtapos ang pagiging mga first year namin.. pero ok lang.... kung titignan mo, second year na... hehe... nagadvance na... tumatanda na.. di na beybi.. hehe... nga pala... kahapon recognition... second honors... hehe... nakatsamba talaga.. hehe.. joke... medyo pinaghirapan naman yun... swerte.. pero masaya... hehe... sana mamaintain at hindi atupagin ang mga lalaki.. sana,,, kung kaya.. hehe... ge... have a nice vacation.. babay!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-111347376698626755?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1113308207527999252005-04-12T20:06:00.000+08:002005-04-12T20:16:47.530+08:00hehe... tamad pala ako talaga... ngayon lang talaga ako nagpost.. akala ko talga wala na kong gana magblog... pero eto na ko at magkukwento ng marami... actually talgang maraming nangyari... pero kwento ko lang yung latest... as in yung ngayong week lang... masaya... kahit absent ako ng absent.. buti pagpasok ko, welcomed pa rin ako sa mga classmates ko... ang bait nila... tpos yung intrams kanina at kahapon.. asusual late na naman ako at hindi ko na inabutan na naman ang unang laban ng curie... galing talaga ni jimboy sa sports, mapabasketball pa yan o kaya volley... idol... maraming nagshine... sina myra, bea, cassa, james, david at benzene,, si joyce din at ian kim... well... 2-2 ang naging results... dalwang talo at dalwang panalo... hehe... ok lang yun,,, maganda kinalabasan kasi nag-enjoy kami at talagang nilive ang araw to the fullest... sana nga kasi yung basketball... sayang... i felt sad about it kanina... kung bakit naman talaga... and i want to see my one and only playing basketball, shining, shooting, dribbling at topakin... hehe... 3 days na lang... wala na,.. miss ko na sila.. di pa nga nagstastart yung bakasyon eh no... hehe... kanina,, hehe... ok lang... pero parang medyo malungkot lang ng onti talaga... ganun talaga,,, maghihiwalay... pero sana.. sa pag-alis natin sa pagiging freshmen, sana wag maging malungkot.. sana lang kung pwede di ba, maging super happy na lang tayo sa last day.. magkikita-kita pa naman sa loob ng ilang weeks nga lang eh... kaya lang iba iba na yung mga faces na makikita natin pagdating ng ating second year,,, yun nga lang yung nakakalungkot dun di ba.. pero ganun talaga... sana... talaga... walang magbabago...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-111330820752799925?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1109597106723786312005-02-28T21:18:00.000+08:002005-02-28T21:25:06.733+08:00<div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"><strong>so many things, so many concepts, so many ideas... lahat lahat na.. binagsak sakin sa araw na to.. my reaction was normal..<br />really normal.. it was ordinary.. like nothing happened but after the day... the sun set down and the moon began to rise..<br />everything.. as in everything.. i just thought was ok.. that was a thought but not really a reality. it was so different and<br />apart from the real world.. it was nothing compared to the actual things, feelings that occured.. i just came up with the<br />idea.. i must stop this.. this all nonsense fantasy of being with the one i thought was the one for me... it was all wrong..<br />i kept on pushing.. i kept on persisting.. i kept on going.. not knowing i have been destroying a lot of things that are near<br />me.. i was just a person.. a self centered one.. a selfish one.. but then.. knowing the fact that if i would do that thing<br />the next day.. maybe things will get worse... an advise and a long a explanation is enough for me to be convinced to return<br />to reality.. it's hard to face.. but its better than to keep your face away from it.. learning is just one way of growing...<br />listening is just a way... but acting it is the real way of doing it.. im just glad.. that i still have complete senses..<br />that i have my nice ears to listen... people really don't know me.. they just pretend but still..they understand.. they never<br />know the real me cause what i was in the past will never face them... it'll just show up... im grateful... they don't know that.. no one knows... no one really... </strong></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110959710672378631?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1109483373060500422005-02-27T13:43:00.000+08:002005-02-27T13:49:33.060+08:00Akoy malungkot nanaman <br />Amoy chico na ako<br />Ilang tagay na hindi pa rin tulog<br />Tanong ko lang sa langit <br />Kung bakit pumangit<br /><br />Nung dating masaya<br />Ngayo'y panay problemang<br />Bumabalot sa buto<br />O bakit ganito<br /><br />Ang pag ibig<br />Ganyan talaga<br />Pagbago pa ang pag ibig<br />Ganyan talaga<br />Masaya<br /><br /><br />Pagkagising ko<br />Nakita ko si Juan<br />Na syang adik<br />Sa aming lugar<br /><br />Parang droga<br />Daw ang bisa<br />Nang ginamit nya kanina<br />Sa una lang daw<br />Masaya<br /><br />Ang pag ibig<br />Ganyan talaga<br />Ako'y nilamon<br />Na ng pag ibig<br />Ganyan talaga<br />Masaya<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110948337306050042?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1109255960597852822005-02-25T22:08:00.000+08:002005-02-24T22:39:20.600+08:00after nung general cleaning, edi nagpunta na yung mga delegates from all the regions of the philippines... tapos ang mga curie girls ay yung mga napili na maghohold nung mga papers na nag-iindicate ng region number... region 2 nga ako eh... tapos... normal na ulit yung mga bagay-bagay... may mga souvenirs na binebenta.. bumili ako ng key chain na may nakasulat ng zodiac sign ko tska pinalagyan ko ng pangalan.. tapos after nun... siempre test days... utang na loob lang talaga... garapalan na naman... pero mas magaan this time.. as usual, nilipat yung iba sa loob ng room.. after ng exams... oh... sabado yung last day ng exam... after nun, nagpunta kami ni mareca sa dati naming skul, sa holy... kasi fair nila... well, para kaming nagreunion ulit.. masaya...daming tao pa rin ang hindi kami nakakalimutan... tsaka nga nung nagpunta kami dun, eh, galing kami sa sm, eh naka-uniform pa rin kami, edi parang pinagtitinginan kami ng lahat... tapos, kinuha lang namin yung year book, tapos, konting usap-usap, kwentu-kwentuhan at tuksu-tuksuhan... alam nga nila yung na-iisue sa kin sa quesci... gulat nga ako... pati dun, tinutukso nila ako.. so hindi kami masyadong nagtagal dun kasi babalik pa kami ng skul ni mareca kasi parehas kaming may mga practice para sa sayaw sa music and arts, yung pangalay at subli... ako sa subli.. pagdating ko, nagpapractice na sila.. buti nakahabol pa ko at natutunan ko pa agad yung mga steps... natapos namin pero umuwi na rin ako agad kasi sobrang pagod na ko... ok... so busy kaming lahat... tapos nagkaroon ng mga project-making sa filipino last week lang yun... at last week din sumiklab ang aming away at tampuhan ni james.. kasi friday yun, nasa sm kami, nagpapapiture yung mga mohkxs at si bea, which will be a mohkxs ata soon... tapos.. may nalaman akong di ko gustong malaman... mababaw lang talaga ako... yung weekends na yun... yun yung mga araw ng trials... pero nakalast naman ako at nakayanan ko yun at sa wakas nag-explain na rin siya.. anu pang magagawa ko... edi paniwalaan na lang siya... ngayon... bumalik na yung dati ulit.. nagkaroon ng malawakang reconciliation and peace talks (exagge daw eh..) sa amin..well, at least ok na... kasi naman, super di talaga kami nagpapansinan at sobrang pagkailang yung aming naranasan nung gumagawa kami ng project sa filipino sa bahy nila daniel... tapos umuwi pa ako nun ng maaga dahil sobrang naiinis na talaga ako....<br /><br /> ang pagkakamali ko talaga ay yung hindi ako nagsasabi ng totoo maski na sa mga closest friends ko... well, open naman ako sa kanila in a way sinasabi ko problems ko at sinasabi ko kung anu nafefeel ko kaya lang pagdating talaga sa skul, nag-iiba... mahirap din pala magpretend... sabi nga nila, manhid daw ako, plastik, nagpapakamartir at last of all, tanga. well... what can i say?<br /><br /> so bumawi siya at si dvd sa pamamagitan ng panlilibre samin the whole week... kami ni myra yng nalibre, sila yung nanlibre ng kung anu-anu... basta tuwing hapon yun... its a way na rin naman eh... para si dvd, mailawan naman yung araw nia maski kahit sa hapon na.. and as for me... wala.. masaya na ko sa tourist at mountain dew at ice cream at number 6 sa mcdo na value meal na nailibre nia... unforgettable tong week na to... dahil sa mga project making... etong month din yung napagalitan ako dahil super late na ko nakauwi dahil sa envi sa newspaper, remember? well, anu pa bang masasabi... ganyan talaga ngayon... glad ive chosen the right choice... ngayon, ang buhay ko, puno ng adventures at excitement... ni hindi mo malalaman kung anu ang pwedeng mangyari bukas..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110925596059785282?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1109253919905575612005-02-24T21:57:00.000+08:002005-02-24T22:05:19.906+08:00ang tagal ko naman bago makapag-update ng blog no?? well... sobrang dami na ng nangyari sa lyf ko... full of ups and downs.... basta tama nga yung isang friend ko, past is past... tama na yun... what matters naman eh kung anu na yung ngayon.... kalimutan na yun at lumingon sa mga sandaling ito... tingnan nio... baka nahuhuli na kayo...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110925391990557561?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1106303658079311162005-01-21T18:25:00.000+08:002005-01-21T18:34:18.080+08:00tagal ko ng di nagpopost.... nagyon, kwekwento ko na lang ang gud side ng mga nangyari sa akin.. kanina, nasugatan ako dun sa may pako kasi sa classrum...basta, tapos si james, inayos nia yung mga pako tapos nasugatan pa tuloy siya... sweet yung taong yun tsaka mabait.. gusto ko siya. tapos nagbadminton lang kami lagi ni ian kim sa field... tapos nagpunta sa the garden kahapon. tapos nanood yung flem ng sis kahapon din, tapos naglinis kahapon din, nagfloorwax at naghugas ng mga electricfang madudumi together with myra, cassa, arcee... kaya lang, umiral na naman yung feeling na di ko gusto, yung pagseselos ko sa kanya.... basta... dahil din sa isang taong kaibigan ko pa naman kaya lang... basta... ayokong maramdaman yung feeling na yun pero pilit nung kaibigan kong yun na maramdaman ko... basta, pero kahit medyo pinahihiwatig niya na gusto nia rin siya at mas close sila kesa sa amin, na mas magkasundo sila kesa samin, na mas bagay sila kesa samin, basta, i will never change the way i am... i can still stand and be strong at paglalaban ko ang aming pinagsamahan... dahil gusto ko siya........ correction..... dahil mahal ko na ata siya.............. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />naks... and drama ko.... jowk! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110630365807931116?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1104389066882767772004-12-30T14:42:00.000+08:002004-12-30T14:44:26.883+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><blockquote><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></blockquote><blockquote><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></blockquote>Merry Christmas!!! Happy New Year na rin.. 2005 ay year pala ng rooster kaya raw dapat sa media noche mag display daw ng one dozen or twelve eggs para maging masagana ang taon.. tsaka 12 round fruits na rin.. lalang.. paalala... tapos ingat sa mga paputok ha... maghugas muna ng kamay bago kumain para sigurado. isang paalala mula sa inyong kaibigan, magandang araw muli at maraming salamat po...<span></span></strong></span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110438906688276777?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1103618658845278162004-12-21T16:29:00.000+08:002004-12-21T16:44:18.846+08:00yesterday was our christmas party... although it was a little bit boring, i kept myself enjoying it because i have to for it was my first christmas party ever in quesci... that was also the christmas party i received the least number of gits and the least number of gifts i gave at the same time.. <br /> <br />kahapon... masaya... di ako niregaluhan ng crush ko....teke... crush ko ba yun?? yung panget na yun!!?? pero ako, pagkatapos ng party, diretso agad ako sa sm para maghanap ng regalo ko sa kanya, kasama ko pa nga nun si arcee tapos paikot-ikot na nga kami ni arcee sa sm para lang makahanap ng magandang regalo ko sa kanya... tapos, nakahanap na ako na maganda... tapos naghihintay na pala sila sa amin sa cinema 3 para panoorin yung pa-siyam... okey... sa loob ng sinehan, ang lakas tumili ni arcee, isa pa tong si lea pearl, kala ko pa naman, tahimik, pero tumili rin pala.... la lang, tawa lang kami ng tawa.... tapos ndi ko na rin naman naabutan yung bibigyan ko nung regalo ko... nakauwi na pala siya... basta pagkatapos nun, bumalik kami ng skul kasi kukunin yung radyo, sama-sama kami, si cassa, si lea, si arcee, si ian, si mj umuwi na at si fred tapos si daniel.... tapos tumambay sa mcdo na naman at nagkwentuhan.... tapos yun.... sumayaw pala si james dun sa christmas party, galing pala nun sumayaw...na-elibs ako kahapon.... <br /> <br />ay naku... pasko na naman.... sige na nga, mamimiss ko kayo!!! merry christmas ha at happy new year!! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110361865884527816?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1103280472366007782004-12-12T18:44:00.000+08:002004-12-17T18:47:52.366+08:00pag binasa nio to, i-copy and paste nio na lang tapos basahin nalang pag naka-off line na lang ha... :) sige na basahin nio to.. maganda toh.. <br />itong linggong ito, dec 6, 2004, monday hanggang dec 10, 2004, friday, ang daming nangyari sa klase, siempre ang curie pa... at siempre sa akin.. madami talaga... titingan ko kung maaalala ko pa... nung monday, haha, di ako late... nakapag-flag cem pa ako... tapos, may ala atang envi nun... basta, hindi namin iniintindi yung aming project sa mapeh dahil alang gitara tapos ala pa atang umaatupag dun sa carolfest... konti pa lang ata... basta, itong week na itoh, tuesday, sure na ako... di na naman naka-record kami para sa project sa music, edi minus 5 na kami... pero pinatawag yung ilan sa amin na pumuntasa math center kasi may kulang ata ako dun... ang naalala ko lang ata na nakita ko dun ay si rens, si james, si rembart at si jayson tapos... may nangyari talaga nung hapon na iyon habang nagma-make-up seatwork kami sa math... kasi ganito yun... 4:00 kami pinapapunta ni sir chua pero nakalimutan ko ryt after nung last subject which is computer at nagstart na maghanap ng gitara para sa recording... after 30 min. bumalik ako sa klasrum at napansin ko na bakit ala pa rin si james... den, sabi ni david, nasa math center, edi nataranta ako, bigla kong naalala na dapat din pala akong pumunta dun kasi nga parehas kaming absent ni james nung araw na iyon... pagdating ko dun, tapos ng gumawa si rens... umalis na siya tapos basta, naiwan na lang kami ni james na gumagawa. mas nauna siyang nagstart nga sakin eh pero mas nauna ako sa kanyang matapos... tapos halos kaming dalawa na lang yung natira, tapos magkatabi pa kami, tapos super close kasi parang nagsisiksikan kami dun sa isang corner ng table tapos tinitingnan ko talaga paper niya kung tama ba yung ginagawa niya... shux... una, ayaw ko munang turuan kasi baka mahuli kami... pero after several minutes ng kakahintay sa kanya na matapos kasi nga tapos na ako, hinihintay ko na lang siya, sinabi ko na talaga ng patago yung mga sagot.. kasi im rily trying my best na mapalitan niya yuung sagot, ayaw niya kasing makinig nung una.. nakakatawa kaya, kasi talagang binubulong ko pati yung let x be... tapos talagang ineexplain ko pa sa kanya... basta, gusto ko lang siyang turuan para naman makabawi ako sakanya... tapos nun, pagkatapos kong sabihin lahat sa kanya, sabi ko mauna na ako para hindi naman halata na naghihintayan tayo, sabi ko, basta hintayin kita dun lang sa labas, edi pinasa ko na papel ko, tapos lumabas na rin siya after several seconds tapos ala na skul bus ko...kasi mga past 5 na yun eh.. tapos sabay kami umakyat sa rum... nakakatuwa. tapos eh, nakakalat pa yung gamit ko, edi inayos ko na eh yung kanya, nakaligpit na, ready to go home, tapos.... hinintay niya ko.... ang sweet niyang tao kahit ganun yun sa skul.. tapos nung nag-rarapsody kami, grabe talaga, parang nakakausap ko na siya ng normal na walang malakas na tibok ng puso, lam nio yun... tapos super comfortable ako nung time na yun kasi nagkakatuwaan tapos nananalo pa ako... tapos yun.. tapos nagkris-kringle din... galing kay archie yung nakuha ko... keychain na teddy bear, pangalan niya JE as in pronounced as DYE or for short nung JE, lam nio na yun.. para maalala ko yung mga moments ko sakanya this week na super kakaiba... kasi parang feel ko close na kami... ganun.. pero im just talking w/ the happy and postive na nangyari... about sa mga masasamang nangyari, wel, nag-away-away lang naman ang buong curie wan dahil sa carolfest, i just dont want to talk aboutit anymore, kasi super nakakalungkot yung mga nangyari.. pero after all ng mga away, hindi naman lahat ay solved pa, meron pang konting pag-aaway sa klasrum.. ewan ko ba kung konti na lang yun... pero at least with the help of mam jopay, nakastart na rin kami sa wakas!! hark the herald yung kanta tapos meron na lang 3 days bago yung contest... ang sarap talagang balikbalikan yung mga times na nagprapraktis tao nung kanta, nung unang sayaw, nung nagrerecord kami sa hagdanan at sa malapit sa gazebo at mas lalo na yung mga nangyari na involved yung isang tao.. tapos lam nio ba, buong week na itoh, walang day na hindi kami nagpansinan, araw-araw na kaming nakakapag-usap sa isat isa without any hiya o kaya yung feeling na/... basta lam nio na yun... sana nga ganito na lang palagi pero sana rin hindi ganito palagi yung mga nangyayari sa loob ng klasrum... sana maayos na ang mga misunderstandings... yun lang... sana nagustuhan nio yung week na ito like ako kasi parang ang tagal ng araw na ito, parang ang daming nangyari... marami tlaga, at memorable pa.... sana after the problems, maging way ito para maging mas matatag at mas bonded na ang curie wan... lessons na natutunan ko sa week na ito: 1. masama ang gustong lagi na lang siya ang bida, selfish and being a perfectionist... masami rin ang magmura.... nakakapagbaba ng isang dignidad ng tao.. 2. gawin na agad ang mga projects habang hindi pa huli.. magplano agad at gawa agad dapat. 3. a good leader never leaves her members behind!! hindi dapat nagsasarili at hindi sinasarili yung project at walang karapatang sabihin na walang kwenta nag kanyang memebers dahil walang naitulong, at dapat ang isang gud leader, hindi minumura ang members.. 4. be loyal to your friends, trust them, advise them, take good care of them, wag sanang magback bite, sabihin agad ang problem ng diretsuhan at dapat pag sinabihan ka naman, okay, accept it, kung mali ka, pero kung you think tama ka naman, paliwanag mo ng maayos, wag kang maiinis agad at awayin yung tao or sigawan... 5. a good song is a song that can be sung by anyone.. hindi lang yung pang matataas yung boses or ewan... 6. masama pala ang masyadong sabat ng sabat o kaya comment ng comment na wala naman sa lugar.. 7. know your rights as a student, as a person, as a human. 8. know how to cooperate. la lang... 9. be sensitive enough para naman malaman mo kahit papaano yung feelings ng isang tao, wag selfish, try to understand him/her kung anu man ang problema niya sayo... 10. okey lang umiyak... para naman malabas mo yung sama ng loob mo... wag mong ibuhos sa iba baka mamura mo pa siya, kawawa naman, mas okey na alng umiyak at share with someone kung anu man yung problem. at last but not the least, be positive always, kung di maiiwasan, relax and calm yourself kung parang naiinis ka na talaga... take a deep breath, smile at sabihin, kaya ko pa to, di ako magpapatalo sa feeling na to... meron pa pala, natutunan ko rin na masama yung masyadong mataas yung lipad o kaya yung pride mo... super sama talaga nun... sana naman, learn how to forgive and forget o kaya naman learn how to reconcile and fix a relationship... para lahat masaya.. :) kaya yun na yun... hope you enjoyed... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110328047236600778?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9485685.post-1102333445528564012004-12-06T19:39:00.000+08:002004-12-06T19:45:18.306+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">hi.. its a usual blog about someone unusual. minsan may babangon... a blog all about the day to day experiences of an ordinary girl that believed in the process of the ups and downs of the daily events that challenges her more to face life and to journey along the obstacles and learn how to stand up once again and to start all over. :) a blog with the optimistic view of what is happening around her world... la na ako masabi eh...</span> <span style="font-size:85%;">kanina sa skul.. naghabol kami ng proj sa mapeh... di rin naman namin natapos tapos wala masyadong klase...yehey... medio challenging tong araw na to kasi nga madami nangyaring mahirap tanggapin tulad nung sinabi sakin ni lp tungkol kay jc pero sana nga magbago na siya... </span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9485685-110233344552856401?l=mariajaninafatimajoyce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>janinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494511244569521729noreply@blogger.com0