and i'm free...freefalling...

the schoolyear has finally ended...hay salamat..

so third year na ko..waaah.. my mom expects too

much from me and i'm running crazy about the

things she would like me to do..shux..i guess i'll

have to work out a little bit hard about my

performance at school...as for my gigs and

jams..shux..baka limited na lang..pati mga

gimmicks..maniax..ragna and dota..waaah..and most

of all..the time i got just to spend with my

friends especially james..ganun talaga..i have to

do this to be able to keep on doing things i love

to do... it seemed that i already forgot the

things i prioritized..shux..ngayong

bakasyon..rehab mode ako..meditate..wahaha..

i love the old me..just being the optimistic me

and the positive me and the cheerful me..i miss

that..wahaha...i miss my friends back in the first

year especially my ej, myra, cesca, leah...and of

course silang mga bf na sobrang strong..

heey...you've got to hide your love away.. and

that's what im about to do this next school year.
i have to concentrate and bring back my old me..

shux...anu bang nangyayari sakin..im not the old

competitive girl i used to be..kasi baka naman im

not a girl anymore..yes naman..maybe..but i think

like a child and act like one..baaad..

dami kong nameet ngaung second year...masaya

naman..nakakamiss talaga..nakakalungkot ding

isipin na kailangang lumipas ang panahon..pwede

naman kasing kahit sandali lang..tumigil

to..waah..i hate goodbyes...shux...ayokong

maimagine ung graduation tapos kanya-kanyang

landas na,,waah..pero that's life, isnt it..


yeah that's life..shux..nag-umpisa na nga ba ang buhay ko? di ko alam..wala pa nga akong masyadong clear na landas na pupuntahin eh..di ko nga alam talaga kung anu bang gusto kong mangyari..haha...