to all those who are concerned kung bakit ganun ang mga status message ko sa ym... lahat ay tungkol sa pare ko..

di ko lam kung bakit naging ganito... si ano kasi...biglang one day di na ko pinapansin..di ko alam kung bakit..di ko lam kung may nagawa ba ko...alam mo un, bigla ka na lang iniisnab lagi..dati hindi naman ganun...feel ko pilit siang lumalayo...eh like duh..hehe..ang expression na un..liike duuuh!! hehe..ang arte ng datin...anyways...bat gusto nia di na kami friends ganun? e wala nga naman akong alam na ginawa ko sakanyang masaama eh bakit ganito sia.ganun ba talaga sia..bigla biglang nagbabago ng ugali sa isang tao..if you're reading this right now, i want to tell you that i thinking about losing you as a friend. it would be a big loss for me. i dont know why. maybe because you make me laugh, you make smile, you make me angry, you make me irritated, you make me happy. youre one of the many many friends that have become part of me already, i dont want to lose you in short. but if you dont want my friendship, then end it. lets be just classmates. without any connection. i dont know. but i kinda feel the hurt right now for losing someone i'm not really sure about the feeling towards that someone. siguro naiinis na rin ng onti. because i keep on understanding something about you and the things happening between us..,labo pare...napapagod na utak ko..cant answer them pare...i dont know why this kind of simple problem became so complicated.. pare... im not losing you.

pero im all open.. kaw bahala... its your choice. the friendship pare, yan lang naman habol ko pare...and memories, pare...pare...i hope God may enlighten you.. pare, wake up....pare.....oo ikaw...hope basahin mo to...dont know why i feel so concerned about this issue between us...because i dont want to throw the growing bonding between us..pare sarap mong maging kaibigan..pero from your point of view ata, you dont consider me as your friend anymore...

come a little closer and flicker in flight...


let me know if im doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life....


pare...i'll call you pare...your codename..if you do know yourself..

pare...let's bring back the time, ok? forget about our conflicts. i'm a girl pare. i can sense you pare. please dont think that im numb and dumb pare, coz im not pare. im running after you pare.. i dont have any pride left pare...i traded it all with you pare...please dont make it useless...my efforts.. come back pare..talk to me. im always ready to listen.

open up. wake up.