today is my birthday. wala lang. tanda ko na. 14 na ko. isang gift lang natanggap ko galing sa dad ko. ok na. this is the simplest birthday para sakin. sobrang simple. di gaya last year na feel ko talaga.

i had my hair relaxed yesterday. i bought a pair of earrings kasi nawala ko yung isa nung sabado sa enrichment classes.

last friday, we had a jamming sa congressional with david, my jamie, daniel. one hour and thirty minutes kami. tapos i decided to go to my lola na lang kasi gabi na.

then came saturday. we had another jamming. this time, a reunion with my first and original bandmates:joyce,benzene,david,me and james. i was so happy. mga 8-9 kami nagjamming in the same studio. for me, those jammings were the best gift i had ngayong birthday ko.. after ng jamming i attended the enrichment class for biology. right next to me is jamie. we chatted..and that's all.

tanghali ng sabado, we went to notre dame of greater manila. that was my first time to go there. it's huge and it's fine. fair nila dun. may reunion kasi ang batch ng tatay ko. nagkita kami dun ni rens at tinour nia ako sa campus nilang malaki na rin. tapos bili bili ng food. nakipagkwentuhan sa mga friends ni rens at sa friend ng friend ni rens..ok ba? then i really enjoyed roaming around the campus with so many rides and booths and stalls and everything. i bought something for james..a marble that is engraved with his name and all that.

then the concert of parokya came.. it was so so so so cool..it was fun to see a mash pit? is it called a mash pit? the one where people gather near the stage and there you can see them all jump at the same time?? it was so so cool.. really..

mga kinanta ng parokya:
first day
halaga
sampip
silvertoes
mang jose
para sayo
harana
buloy
yes yes show
this guy's in love with you
mr. suave
tatlong araw
sayang
dagdag mo pa yung nag-iisang line ni chito sa wag na wag mong sasabihin by kitchie na
: "may gusto ka ba sa akin??" hahahahahahaha!!
tapos yung the day you said goodnight ni gab.. wahhaha... yun..

then we went home around 12 na..

sunday.

walang nangyari. nagpabanat ng buhok..haha...nag-ever nung gabi.nag bowling.yun. nagpuyat.

on the day i remember i was born... (tama ba grammar?)

kaninang umaga. muntikan lang naman malate. dami kong nakasalubong nung umaga and they greeted me a happy happy birthday. nakakatuwa lang. pero really. behind my smiles..opposite pala ang nangyayari.. it was all so fake. i was so plastik.not true to myself and to everyone. i pretended i felt my birthday today, but in fact, i did not. how can i celebrate when many things are not just right. ya know.

so yun na...walang kwenta no...nanlibre ako kanina sa mcdo.. tapos maniax.. for the first time, nagmaniax si james. haha. tapos yun. nabasa ng ulan kaya eto medio di maganda ang nararamdaman.

my feeling right now: suicidal (lagi naman ata e)

so yun..happy birthday ulit sa sarili ko...i feel all alone. now you know how weak i am despite of my energy at school. naks..drama..

sige babay...i didnt really expect gifts..but i requested mostly for chocolates.. hehe... onaman, kahit tsoknat lang yan, papatulan ko yan.. haha... sige maraming maraming salamat ulit sa lahat ng nagrit sa kin!! kahit sa sandali lang, napasaya nio ko!! salamat agen!1 wahaha..