"Never Say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go." --BEA

ang hirap buhayin ang araw-araw kasama ang sariling di mo malaman. sobrang labo ko. bakit..

i really like this person for almost a year and a quarter. i knew he also like me the same way i like him. i love this person as a friend and i know this person feels the same way too. this good friend of mine said that he is willing to wait for the right time to come...the right time...

i thought we could have a future. a future that will lead to a relationship. we had this mutual understanding and feeling yet i have set our own limitations. i said that we could not go any farther. we just have to stay this way and wait and wait. if you are too patient and too loyal to do your committment, then fine, the better. but please dont expect that we will last long, because we will never. we just need to understand that this is only infatuation, that we are not taking this seriously. we need to admit that this is only for fun and for experiences. unless... you really see things between us differently. but its the same thing no matter what. we loved.

the time for us to enjoy our moments is starting to end. its hard to let go. but i think we must.

such a childish feeling. we just had fun with time. and its worth it. its just a game. i hope you understand.

i did not deceive you nor make you see that there is a future for the both of us. you still dont know me. you dont get me at all. always.

bakit ako ganito? kasi di ka rin naman nagseseryoso di ba? edi di na rin ako. yun yon e.

sayang no? lahat ng pinaghirapan, pinagdaanan, mga sakripisyo....mauuwi lahat sa wala.. nakakapanghinayang.

ang gusto ko lang naman ay ikaw ang mag-ayos nito kung ayaw mo talagang tapusin na ito.. ayusin mo ko...kasi nagkakalat na ko...murahin mo na ko.. pagalitan mo na ko.. SAKTAN MO NA KO NANG MALAMAN KO KUNG MAHAL BA TALAGA KITA.

kasi di mo ako inaaalagaan..kaya di rin kita naaalagaan...kaya san na tayo tutungo?

May pag-ibig na dumarating sa atin sa maling pagkakataon, sa maling panahon. Masakit man, kailangan nating iwanan. Pero kung talagang para sa atin, babalik yan. Ilang beses man nating iwasan


YOU KNOW..I WISH YOU COULD READ ALL MY POSTS HERE IN MY BLOG SO THAT YOU CAN CONCLUDE AND KNOW MY REAL (HIDDEN?) FEELINGS FOR YOU. I WISH YOU COULD BE A FORTUNE-TELLER WHO CAN ALWAYS READ WHAT'S INSIDE MY MIND..A UNIQUE FORTUNE- TELLER, WHO CAN FEEL THE BEAT OF MY HEART..


I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT I'M LETTING GO OF YOU WHEN I REALLY CAN'T.



*hehe..maybe this is the last time im going to post about you..i hope you are able to read my blog.*